awkward; uncomfortable; embarrassing
bitter smile; wry smile; forced smile; strained laugh
to hesitate to say; to mumble; to hem and haw; to falter
to compromise; to meet halfway; to step up to; to walk up to; to approach
today; this day; these days; recently; nowadays
thanks to ...; owing to ...; because of ...
to have (the) courage (to); to be courageous
rather; better; instead; if anything
selfishness; egotism; egoism; (being) self-centered; without consulting; (doing) as one pleases
doing whatever one pleases
given that ... it is only natural that ...; ... being the case, it is unavoidable that ...; (precisely) because ...; contrary to expectations ...
which (of three or more); well; now; c'mon
neck; head; dismissal; discharge
left and right; right and left; (asserting) control; influence; one's attendants; people accompanying one
to wave; to shake; to sprinkle; to throw (dice); to cast (actor); to allocate (work); to turn down (somebody)
a lot; lots; enough; sufficient; enough; too many
road; path; way; set of practices; Buddhist teachings; Taoism; modern administrative region of Japan (Hokkaido)
diligently; seriously; perfectly; properly; sufficiently; satisfactorily
(what) one is trying to say; (what) one wants to say; (what) one is saying; (what) one means
to lose one's way; to get lost; to waver; to hesitate; to give into temptation; to lose control of oneself
well then ...; in that situation; in which case
to return; to come home; to leave; to get home; to get to home plate
circumstances; condition; to arrange; to manage; to lend money; to raise money
to wield; to brandish; to display (one's knowledge); to show off; to abuse (one's power); to manipulate someone
to be unable to; to find difficult (unpleasant, awkward, painful) to do; to serve two or more functions or roles simultaneously; to contain (or combine) two or more features; to work in two or more jobs simultaneously (positions, etc.); to do alongside
expectation; anticipation; hope; promising; rising; up-and-coming
to send (a thing); to dispatch; to take or escort (a person somewhere); to see off (a person); to bid farewell (to the departed); to bury; to spend (time)
of course; certainly; naturally
car; automobile; vehicle; wheel
to turn; to rotate; to pass around; to send around; to move (someone or something to where its needed); to send; to turn (to a new use)
entertainment; hospitality; banishment (Edo period)
certainly; without fail; right and wrong; pros and cons
please come (and visit us); please come (to our shop)
to do wholeheartedly; to put one's heart into something
hospitality; reception; treatment; (light) refreshment; entertaining with food and drink; treat
it is I who should say so
to take (someone) with one; to bring along; to go with; to be accompanied by
corridor; hallway; passageway
late at night; at a late hour
that is so; that is right; it looks to me; people say that; it is said that; I hear that
to be careful; to pay attention; to take care
to pass (by) each other; to brush past; to miss (meeting) each other; to fail to meet; to be at odds; to clash
dispute; strife; quarrel; dissension; conflict; rivalry