deep down; special place in one's heart; in the back of one's mind
to desire; to want; to expect (of someone); to hope for; to see; to command (a view of)
to lean over (and cover with one's body); to bend over (someone); to (stand tall and) lean on (someone); to weigh on one; to bear (heavily) on one; to lie on one
to get angry; to lose one's temper
to wake up; to awake; to perk up; to awaken (to the truth, etc.); to come to a realization; to come to one's senses
rising (from one's bed); getting up; getting out of bed
to be at wits' end; to be greatly perplexed; to be troubled
self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
to dream (i.e. while asleep); to have a dream; to dream (of the future); to have a fleeting experience
(to be ashamed enough) to wish you could just disappear; wanting to sink into the ground in shame
H; h; indecent; lewd; (having) sex; pervert; nth year in the Heisei era (1989.1.8-2019.4.30)
dream; dream; hope; unrealistic aspiration; daydream; delusion
to sleep (lying down); to go to bed; to lie in bed; to lie down; to sleep (with someone, i.e. have intercourse); to lie flat (e.g. of hair); to lie idle (of funds, stock, etc.)
intended for ...; oriented towards ...; aimed at ...
indiscriminately; blindly; at random; indiscriminate; random; excessive
system; lineage; corollary; system (range of strata that correspond to a particular time period); (taxonomical) series; -type
advertisement; advertising; announcement; notice
to turn; to rotate; to go around; to circle; to make the rounds (of); to go around (several places); to go by way of
to be noticeable; to notice; to catch one's eye
to push; to thrust; to press (down); to push (e.g. a button); to stamp (e.g. one's name); to affix (a seal); to affix (e.g. gold leaf)
career-oriented woman; hardworking career woman; high-powered career woman
junior (at work, school, etc.); younger people; younger student
infatuation; adoration; blind love; doting (on a child)
to hold (in one's hand); to take; to possess; to have; to maintain; to keep; to last
projection (of a shadow); casting (a reflection); (geometric) projection; reflection (of feelings, experiences, etc.); projection
unexpected; surprising; unanticipated; strange; unforeseen
just because; even if; even though
complete set (of volumes); every volume; whole volume; whole film; whole reel
itself; one's own body; oneself; originally; naturally
to enjoy; to take pleasure in; to have a good time; to look forward to
passage (of time); elapsing; progress; development; transit
to jump down; to leap down; to jump off; to leap off
as many as one likes; as much as one likes; great many; plenty; almost (none); (not) much
miscellaneous duties; (trivial) routine tasks; small jobs; odd jobs
infinity; infinitude; eternity; infinite; limitless
you could say; you might say; verging on the
promotion; advancement; rising in rank
(one's) workload; amount of work (to be) done by one
to crush; to squash; to flatten; to quash (a plan, opposition, etc.); to crush; to suppress