self-styled humanitarian; person acting under the pretence of chivalry while participating in gangs and engaging in gambling
one's own strength and skill alone (without money, connections, etc); nothing to rely on but oneself; (being) self-made
to shiver; to shake; to quake; to tremble; to quaver; to quiver
at last; finally; barely; narrowly; just
in some way or other; one way or another; somehow; only just; barely
to lie down; to throw oneself down
something to think about; one's thoughts; concern; thinking about something; being absorbed in one's thoughts
to paw (at) the ground; to struggle (using one's arms and legs); to flounder; to struggle (to escape an adverse situation); to strive
to spend time (on doing something)
another person; other people; unrelated person (i.e. not related by blood); outsider; stranger
to lay the blame on; to put the fault on
awareness of things around one; ability to understand what is going on around oneself; judgment; judgement; discretion
next term; next period; next version; next release
choices; alternatives; options
puppet; marionette; puppet (person, organization, government, etc.); figurehead; (arch.) prostitute
to form; to make; to build up (e.g. a fortune); to create; to accomplish; to achieve; to change (into)
illusion; hallucination; misapprehension; misconception; misunderstanding
expectation; anticipation; purpose; intention; others' opinions of one; speculation
to scheme; to plan; to play a trick; to invent; to conspire; to frame up
from the bottom of one's heart; heartily; sincerely
to pledge allegiance; to swear an oath of allegiance; to take an oath of allegiance
to abandon; to fail; to desert; to forsake
to look away (from); to avert one's gaze; to disregard; to ignore; to escape (from); to turn away (from)
in all sincerity; with one's whole heart; whole-hearted devotion
all sorts of; all kinds of
to become defiant; to fight back; to turn upon; to take the offensive
to struggle; to writhe; to wriggle; to act frantically; to make desperate efforts
atonement; the Atonement (of Jesus Christ)
to make up for; to compensate for; to indemnify; to recompense; to redeem (e.g. a fault); to atone for
lovely; dear; beloved; pitiable; pitiful
firm; unshakeable; resolute
side; edge; beside; while (doing); in addition to; at the same time
to garnish; to accompany (as a card does a gift); to add to as support; to prop up; to accompany (as an aid, guide, translator, etc.); (arch.) to mimic
to permeate (of a stain, smell, etc.); to become ingrained; to become embedded; to become a deeply ingrained habit; to become second nature
completely; absolutely; totally; (not) at all
to crush to death; to press to death; to squeeze to death; to suppress (a laugh, one's anger, etc.); to stifle; to subdue (one's voice)
one in a million (chance, etc.); one in ten thousand; in the unlikely event that
shivering; trembling; shuddering; shaking
example; instance; precedent; custom; habit