insect; bug; worm; roundworm; thing inside one's body believed to influence one's thoughts and feelings; (one's) unconscious; nervousness
feel uncomfortable; ill at ease; not feel at home
isolation; separation; remoteness; seclusion; reclusion; inaccessibility
trouble; troubles; worry; distress; sorrows; anguish
pride; self-confidence; thinking highly of oneself; being proud of one's abilities or achievements
to smash; to break (into pieces); to shatter; to simplify; to make easy to understand
inspection (e.g. customs, factory); examination; test; check; scan (e.g. MRI, PET); audit
simply; merely; only; solely
fortune; fate; chance; coincidence; (stroke of) luck
to be blessed with children
existence or nonexistence; presence or absence; consent or refusal; yes or no
thoughtlessly; rashly; unwisely; halfway; half-done; incomplete
reaction; recoil; kick; backlash
to sink; to go under; to go down (e.g. sun); to set; to feel depressed; to become subdued
effect; effectiveness; efficacy; virtue; benefit
the treasure that is children; child
to cling to; to hang onto; to rely on; to depend on; to implore; to entreat
duty; sense of duty; honor; in-law; relation by marriage
to pressure; to put pressure (on); to press
brothers and sisters; siblings; half-siblings; step-siblings; mate; friend
earnest desire; eager hope; longing; yearning; hankering
painful; being sorry; feeling sorry
consideration; concern; fear; worry; solicitude
x (mark); cross; MDMA; ecstasy; molly
one's youth; early life; one's early days; one's early years
to smoke a cigarette; to smoke
maternity and gynaecology department (gynecology); department of obstetrics and gynaecology (gynecology)
tobacco; cigarette; cigar; tobacco plant (Nicotiana tabacum)
beginning; start; outset; at first; at the beginning; initially
to laugh off (a rumor, worries, etc.); to laugh away
stabbing (repeatedly); piercing; (words) cutting to the heart; striking home; loose; sloppy
to stick (into); to pierce; to enter at full speed; to hit (e.g. the catcher's mitt) at speed
to brace one's core (e.g. when carrying something heavy); to bear down; to exert oneself; to push oneself; to pay generously (for); to splurge (on)
to move along; to go alongside; to walk along; to follow; to run down (one's cheek, leg, etc.); to trickle down
warm; mild; (pleasantly) hot; considerate; kind; genial
soft; tender; soft (colour, light, etc.); subdued; informal; light
feel (of something); touch; texture; feeling; impression
with a pat; with a tap; with a pop; with a crack; casually (throw); carelessly
straight; quickly; quietly; gently; to feel refreshed; to feel satisfied
to soak into; to sink into; to seep into; to sink into (one's mind); to be (deeply) ingrained; to be instilled
aah!; ooh!; oh no!; oh boy!
not worrying about one's reputation or appearance; not caring what others think
satisfying; pleasing; gratifying