all that one has; all that there is; the whole
may; might; perhaps; may be; possibly
losing easily; being trounced; being beaten hands down
on the contrary; far from it; if anything; in fact; instead
itself; one's own body; oneself; originally; naturally
statement; remark; observation; utterance; speech; proposal
to be surprised; to be amazed; to be frightened; surprise (e.g. surprise party)
to weigh on one's mind; to bother one; to be interested (in); to be curious (about); to feel like (doing); to feel inclined to
innermost depths of one's heart
to desire; to wish; to beg; to request; to have something done for oneself
to refuse; to reject; to inform; to give notice; to ask leave; to excuse oneself (from)
to attempt; to test; to try out
contradiction; inconsistency
tightly (hold, squeeze, etc.); firmly; forcefully (e.g. push); hard
hard to believe; fabulous; unbelievable; incredible
handle; steering wheel; handlebar; handlebars; handle; screen name
to cut; to cut through; to sever (connections, ties); to turn off (e.g. the light); to terminate (e.g. a conversation); to hang up (the phone); to punch (a ticket)
to draw in; to take in; to retract; to withdraw; to take back (e.g. words)
to begin to say; to start talking; to broach (a matter); to be the first to say; to suggest (doing); to propose
to stop (an activity); to cease; to discontinue; to cancel; to abandon; to give up
discouragement; despondency; dejection; disappointment
self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
willingly; voluntarily; on one's own accord
so far; up to now; hitherto; that's enough (for today); it ends here
secret intention; ulterior motive; kanji "heart" radical at bottom
H; h; indecent; lewd; (having) sex; nth year in the Heisei era (1989.1.8-2019.4.30)
to kick about; to kick around; to scatter (a crowd, the enemy, etc.); to rout
to wager; to bet; to risk; to stake; to gamble
soft; fragile; weak; poorly built; insubstantial
contents; interior; substance; content; (sword) blade
to show signs of ...; to have the appearance of ...
denial; negation; negation (logic); NOT operation
to be scorched into; to be seared into; to make a strong impression; to be etched in (one's memory)
reality; actuality; hard fact
severe; strict; hard (to do); difficult; intense (e.g. cold); harsh (weather)
cold (to the touch); chilly; icy; (emotionally) cold; coldhearted; unfeeling
phantom; vision; illusion; extremely rare item
to misperceive visually; to misread; to mistake for something or somebody else
together; at the same time; same; identical
otherwise; or else; if not
just because; even if; even though
recklessly; thoughtlessly; pamperingly; indulgently; shoo!; heave-ho; hallo
there is no way that ...; easy; simple
if there is a chance; if possible; if circumstances permit; if things go well; if luck is on my side