boy; son; baby boy; young man
painful; bitter; tough; difficult; cruel; harsh
to be disappointed; to be dejected; to be downhearted; to feel exhausted; to feel drained
withdrawal; retraction; revocation; repeal
to set up (a house, store, etc.); to build; to have at the ready (e.g. a gun); to hold in preparation (e.g. a camera); to adopt a posture; to assume a stance; to put on an air
to equivocate; to beat around the bush
needless to say; it goes without saying that
testimony; (verbal) evidence
English(-language) literature; British literature
coffee shop; coffeehouse; café
Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (1892.3.1-1927.7.24)
broth made of fish and vegetables
short sentence; short piece of writing (e.g. passage, article, composition)
my; one's own; I ...; one ...
in the first place; to begin with; after all; anyway; beginning; start
loss; damage; harm; disadvantage; handicap; drawback
modesty; humility; being humble
suddenly; all of a sudden; abruptly
persuasiveness; powers of persuasion; cogency
habu (Trimeresurus flavoviridis); yellow-spotted pit viper
stomach; Chinese "stomach" constellation (one of the 28 mansions)
to pin down; to hold down; to cover (esp. a part of one's body with one's hand); to clutch (a body part in pain); to get a hold of; to obtain
to scratch; to perspire; to shovel; to paddle
female university student; female college student
emergency case; person that has suddenly taken ill
to calm down; to compose oneself; to calm down; to settle down; to settle down (in a location, job, etc.); to settle in; to be settled
to apologize; to apologise
to throw; to hurl; to give up; to abandon; to cast (a glance, shadow, doubt, etc.)
to leave out (someone); to exclude; to ignore; to ostracize; to shun
to see through; to see into (someone's heart, mind, etc.); to perceive; to find out; to detect