painful; difficult; distressing; (psychologically) difficult; straitened (circumstances); tight (financial situation)
ah!; oh!; yes; indeed; aah; gah
to say things to ease one's mind
to declare; to assert; to say bluntly; to say straight out
to shiver; to shake; to quake; to tremble; to quaver; to quiver
intelligence or information network
mischief; prank; pastime; hobby; playing with (a lighter, etc.); fooling around with
if that is the case; if it becomes so; when it becomes so
judging from; on the basis of; from the point of view of
to be lost (e.g. luggage); to be missing; to be used up; to be run out; to disappear (e.g. pain); to be lost (e.g. a dream, confidence)
to have a cramp; to twitch; to stiffen (of a face, expression); to freeze; to shrink (of skin, due to a scar); to tauten
that is so; that is right; it looks to me; people say that; it is said that; I hear that
same quality; same nature; homogeneous
apparently; appears to be
column; shaft; cylinder; round pillar (esp. in buildings)
to grow hot (e.g. water); to boil; to get excited (at); to erupt (in applause, cheering, etc.); to ferment; to melt (of metal)
invitation; introduction; temptation
to flip; to snap; to repel; to use (an abacus); to calculate; to strum
to accompany; to follow; to keep up with
to condemn; to blame; to urge; to press; to torture; to torment
ill-natured; mean; nasty; sadistic; cruel; mean-spirited
immorality; injustice; adultery; infidelity; (arch.) murdering one's teacher or a government official
to work; to labor; to function; to operate; to commit (e.g. a crime); to perpetrate
double suicide; lovers' suicide
confidence; trust; faith; credit (finance)
anger; rage; fury; wrath; indignation
regret; chagrin; mortification; freedom from obstructive thoughts
unaware; unmindful; unconscious; blind; apathetic
cold-blooded person; heartless; coldhearted person
true feelings; real intention; one's heart; one's right mind; one's senses; one's conscience
to see through; to see into (someone's heart, mind, etc.); to perceive; to find out; to detect
rather; sooner; preferably
literally; to the letter; literal
to be born again; to make a fresh start in life
to become frightened; to be frightened (of); to be scared (of)
abruptly; suddenly; all of a sudden; without warning
determination; resolution
to decide; to choose; to clinch (a victory); to decide (the outcome of a match); to persist in doing; to go through with; to always do
sudden; abrupt; urgent; pressing; steep; sharp; rapid
... is the reason; ... is my excuse