of course; certainly; naturally
to betray; to turn traitor to; to double-cross
to herd; to drive; to corner; to force someone into doing; to go hard; to push yourself
disastrous; tragic; miserable; wretched; pitiful; woeful
reality; actuality; hard fact
nevertheless; at any rate; even so; all things considered; be that as it may
to kill; to slay; to suppress; to block; to suppress (a voice, feelings, etc.); to hold back
violent emotion; passion; fury
for the first time in one's life
to be driven by (one's feelings); to succumb to
until then; till then; to that extent; the end of it; all there is to it
rather; better; instead; if anything
if anything; if pushed I'd say; if I had to say
disinterested; unselfish; indifferent; detached
attachment; adhesion; tenacity; fixation; obsession
given that ... it is only natural that ...; ... being the case, it is unavoidable that ...; (precisely) because ...; contrary to expectations ...
state; condition; situation; appearance; circumstances
news (from somebody); letter; contact; (somebody's) whereabouts; (somebody's) movements
this and that; this or that; one thing or another; this way and that
going into a frenzy; flying into a rage
behavior; behaviour; conduct; entertainment; treat; feast
result; consequence; coming to fruition; bearing fruit; as a result; consequently
(for something) to have occurred; to have done (something); (for something) to happen on occasion
by all means; at any cost; whether (one is) willing or not; willingly or unwillingly; on no account; by no means
after all; in the end; conclusion; end; end of a game of go, shogi, etc.
sincere; honest; faithful
truth; reality; truly; really; absolute truth
owner; proprietor; possessor (e.g. of talent, beauty, etc.)
to lie; to cheat; to pretend; to trick; to deceive
to accept; to receive; to agree
pain; anguish; distress; suffering; hardship
unapprovable; unable to be confirmed
why?; what for?; how?; by what means?
that sort of; that kind of; like that; such; so
to deny; to contradict; to negate (esp. a sound); to drown out
to look away; to avert one's eyes
to be very far apart from; to be remote; to be quite different from
completely; absolutely; totally; (not) at all
first of all; in the first place
this world; this life; world of the living