person who has escaped death; failed suicide; person who has outlived their time; dotard; doddering old man
(not) so; (not) particularly; (not) very; (not) that much
to open up to someone else; to divulge one's true feelings; to be openhearted
to entrust (a matter) to; to leave to; to abandon oneself to (e.g. pleasure); to yield to (e.g. anger); to devote oneself to
strategy guide (book, e.g. for a video game); playing guide; book of hints
to collapse (physically or emotionally); to fall down
to stare fixedly at; to fix one's gaze on; to make sure of; to set one's eyes on (e.g. the future); to focus on
to send (someone) back; to send (someone) home
deductive powers; reasoning capability; reasoning skill
to raise one's head; to come to the fore; to rise into importance; to gain strength; to rear its head
April; fourth month in the lunar calendar
suggestion; hint; implication
to come to realize; to become aware (of)
unable to read the situation; unable to pick up on the mood (e.g. of a conversation); unable to read the room
double suicide; lovers' suicide; group suicide; family suicide; dedication to the point of self-sacrifice
just; fair; proper; reasonable
failure; defective article; dead loss; good-for-nothing; worthless person; flop
no sooner than; as soon as; immediately after; at the thought of; when I think about
when it comes to the cause; when you get right down to it; as for what started it; as for the reason; originally
to get change back; to be more than enough
to drop; to let fall; to omit
request; commission; entrusting (with a matter); dependence; reliance
to show up; to appear; to turn up
four (long cylindrical things)
to be understood by each other (of thoughts, feelings, etc.); to be comprehended; to exchange with each other (thoughts, feelings, etc.); to express to each other (e.g. intentions); to communicate with each other
thereupon; shortly thereafter
near; close (to); nearby; (drawing) near; approaching; almost here
to compromise; to meet halfway; to step up to; to walk up to; to approach
bargaining point; terms of exchange; conditions for meeting a demand
to stroke; to caress; to brush gently; to comb (hair); to smooth down
to mix; to stir; to scramble; to churn
base of the throat; bottom of the neck
to bite (at); to snap at; to snap at (someone); to flare up at; to jump down (someone's) throat
to gain knowledge; to be illuminated; enlightening; informative; illuminating
sequel; later development
to wake (someone) up (roughly); to rouse out of bed; to awaken (someone) by knocking at the door
dimly; faintly; absentmindedly; vacantly; idly; aimlessly
to say to each other; to exchange (jokes, comments, etc.); to quarrel; to dispute