uncertain; unreliable; inauthentic; insecure
that child; that kid; that boy; (arch.) you
resentment; grudge; malice; matter for regret; regret
mixture; blending; complication; crossing; intersecting; interlacing
to look downwards (at); to lower one's gaze; to drop one's eyes
to the utmost; to the best of one's ability
to conjecture; to comprehend; to surmise; to understand; to estimate
called; named; as many as; as much as; all ...; every single ...
self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
-like; -looking; -looked; tending to ...
to suffer; to groan; to be worried
to paw (at) the ground; to struggle (using one's arms and legs); to flounder; to struggle (to escape an adverse situation); to strive
proof; evidence; sign; witnessing; testifying; testimony
happiness; good fortune; luck; blessing
to close one's eyes partly; to squint; to smile with one's whole face; to smile sweetly (at); to look fondly (at)
(deliberate) misinterpretation; distortion (of someone's words, etc.); contortion; perversion; disingenuous understanding
worth; merit; value; good point; strong point; redeeming feature
efforts; exertion; endeavour; assistance; services
you could say that; that might be so
to bring up indulgently; to coddle
citizen; resident; person; user (of a website, esp. as a collective, e.g. Twittersphere)
to straighten up one's back (e.g. stand up straight, sit up straight); to hold one's head high
to be lifted; to be raised; to happen suddenly; to occur; to be homeroom teacher for the same class multiple years in a row; to move up with one's class
older brother and older sister
smirkingly; broadly (grinning)
example; instance; precedent; custom; habit
same row; same line; same file; same rank; same level; same category
plentifully; amply; loosely; with room to spare; a good (e.g. two weeks, ten kilometres); a full
ambition; aspiration; sinister designs; treachery
eldest son (may be the only son); first-born son
to be at a loss; to rack one's brains in vain; to think and think but get nowhere; to fail to come up with a good idea
selfish; egoist; (arch.) self-indulgent; (arch.) wilful; (arch.) willful
egoistic; self-centered; selfish
thereupon; shortly thereafter
instruction (in martial arts, performance, etc.); teaching; coaching
I'm told; is what I heard; is how it is, apparently; is what they said
being a mama's boy; having an (overly) strong attachment to one's mother; Oedipus complex; sexual attraction to one's mother
possibility; chance; potential; potentiality; possibility (modal property of a proposition containing no logical contradiction)
racing (of an engine); idling; going in circles (of an argument, discussion, etc.); spinning one's wheels; going nowhere
to keep a watchful eye on