desperately; for one's dear life
to pin (someone) down; to hold down; to shut out (one's opponent); to keep (the opposing team) from scoring; to suppress; to control
lonely (e.g. person, feeling); lonesome; desolate; deserted; sad; lacking
to believe; to believe in; to place trust in; to confide in; to have faith in
to soak (into); to permeate; to sting (of a wound, sensitive area, etc.); to smart; to be infected (e.g. with vice); to be steeped (e.g. with prejudice)
each time; every time; whenever (something happens); on the occasion of
no sooner than; as soon as; immediately after; at the thought of; when I think about
to light (a candle, lamp, etc.); to turn on (a light)
to flicker; to quiver; to waver; to sway
chattering (teeth); (frozen, worried) stiff; rigid (personality, thinking, etc.); inflexible; voracious (e.g. work, study); without slack or pause
to grow weak; to become weak; to lose strength
the most; the best; the greatest; supreme; unrivalled; unsurpassed
the very end; finish; to the very end; to the last; thoroughly
the body is honest; your body reveals what you really think (or want)
to let go of; to release; to part with (e.g. a possession); to relinquish; to send away (e.g. one's child); to let go
stingy; cheap; very frugal
to mind; to care about; to be an issue; to matter; to keep company; to care for; to interfere with
the past; bygone days; one's past (that one would prefer remained secret); past (tense); preterit; previous life
sorrow; grief; anguish; anxiety; worry; trouble
further; above (that); greater (than that); any more
easy; trifling; harmless; nothing of the sort; not at all
to go away; to become more distant; to fade away; to be estranged
to raise one's voice; to shout
doll; puppet; marionette; puppet (person under the control of another); straw man; yes-man
to behave well (of a child)
violent thunder; fierce lightning; thunder and lightning
mother; mom; wife; you (of an elderly person older than the speaker); she
no matter how much time passes; no matter how long you wait; (taking) forever
living; lifestyle; living room
to cry softly; to sob; to weep
to cry and shout; to scream
having no way of knowing; being completely ignorant of
thunderous roar; roaring sound
to kill; to slay; to suppress; to block; to suppress (a voice, feelings, etc.); to hold back
very hungry; starving; ravenous
to come true (of a dream, wish, etc.); to be realized; to be fulfilled; to be granted; to be answered (of a prayer); to be requited (of love)
to come to meet (someone); to come to pick up
reason for living; something one lives for; purpose in life; raison d'être; ikigai
solitude; loneliness; isolation