help; rescue; salvation; solace; (religious) salvation; (Christian) grace
once; before; formerly; never yet; never before; first time
gorgeous; gaudy; dazzling; gay; resplendent
to use up; to exhaust; to devote oneself (to); to do one's utmost (for); to do to exhaustion; to do completely
magnificent house; luxurious home; palatial residence; stately mansion
life; living; livelihood; (one's) living
to burn; to roast; to broil; to heat; to heat up; to make (charcoal, pottery, bricks, etc.); to bake
hazy; dim; faint; minced fish or meat that is seasoned and fried
that; that thing; that person; then; that time; that place (over there); down there (i.e. one's genitals)
dream; dream; hope; unrealistic aspiration; daydream; delusion
occurrence; happening; incident; event
reality; actuality; hard fact
having no choice but to ...; all one can do is ...; there's nothing to do except ...; having nothing but ...; there is only ...; having only ...
to drift; to float; to waft (e.g. a scent); to hang in the air; to be in the air (e.g. a feeling or mood); to wander; to walk around aimlessly
to crawl; to creep; to slither; to wriggle; to trail (of vines, flowers, etc.); to spread
pity; sorrow; pitiable; pitiful; alack; alas
dung beetle; gold beetle; goldbug; maggots in faeces (feces)
beautiful; pretty; lovely; sweet; pure (heart, friendship, etc.)
light; illumination; ray; happiness; hope; influence; power
to live; to exist; to make a living; to subsist; to be in effect; to be in use
to reach the point where ...; to come to ...; to come to be that ...; to start to ...; to begin to ...
serious crime; grave sin; mortal sin; deadly sin
to cry; to shed tears; to suffer (from); to be troubled (by); to accept (an unreasonable request, loss, etc.); to do reluctantly
peaceful; tranquil; calm; restful
to beg; to request; to beseech; to implore; to entreat
reason for living; something one lives for; purpose in life; raison d'être; ikigai
true; real; genuine; proper; utter
surely; undoubtedly; sternly; severely; having no slack; rigid
to be reborn; to be reincarnated; to turn over a new leaf; to become a new person; to be reorganized; to be transformed
deep pool; deep water; abyss; depths (e.g. of despair); grip (e.g. of death)
to throw; to fling; to hurl; to neglect; to abandon; to leave alone
to be choppy (of waves); to be rough; to wave (e.g. in the wind); to beat fast (of a heart); to be in turmoil; to be in discord
ripple; ring on the water; repercussions; Japanese slit drum; instrument made of iron with slits on top; makes a rippling sound
darkish; dusky; dark; murky
to become muddy; to become cloudy; to become dull (of a sound, color, etc.); to become indistinct; to become impure (of one's heart, a society, etc.); to be corrupted
marsh; swamp; obsession; addiction; ugly man; retard
to stand (something) up; to put upright; to thrust into; to bury into; to make (a noise); to let out; to raise (a cloud of dust, smoke, etc.)