I'm sorry; my apologies; excuse me; pardon me
talking in delirium; delirious talk; delirious utterances; nonsense; rubbish; silly talk
looter; plunderer; pillager; marauder
it does not mean that ...; I don't mean that ...; it is not the case that
reason; grounds; pretext; excuse; motive
abuse; ill-treatment; maltreatment; mistreatment; cruelty
to count up; to enumerate
endless; boundless; innumerable; endless; never-ending; going on forever
evil spirit; demon; devil
when one was a very young child; very early in one's life
devil; demon; Satan; the Devil; Māra; evil spirits or forces that hinder one's path to enlightenment
parent; parents; dealer; banker; founder; inventor; (pet) owner
chain; series; connection; linkage
error; mistake; fault; sin; wrongdoing; offense
to search for; to look for; to hunt for; to search (a house, pocket, etc.); to search through; to rummage in (e.g. a drawer)
location (of something); whereabouts; hiding place
to go upstream; to go up (a river); to go back (to the past or origin); to date back (to); to trace back (to)
ringleader; main culprit; main cause; source
in that manner; like that
to flicker; to quiver; to waver; to sway
that child; that kid; that boy; (arch.) you
so; like this; in this way; this much; to this extent
consequence; outcome; result; blame; fault
seed (e.g. of a plant); pip; progeny; offspring; paternal blood; lineage; sperm
shadow (e.g. on someone's happiness); cloud; shade; gloom
pretty; lovely; clean; clear; completely; entirely
early; soon; quickly; swiftly; rapidly
I'm sorry; my apologies; may I come in?; permission; leave; dismissal
to grant (request, wish); to answer (prayer); to make come true (e.g. a dream); to realize; to fulfill
sad; miserable; unhappy; sad; lamentable; deplorable
to hold in one's arms; to carry in one's arms; to have (problems, debts, etc.); to take on (a responsibility); to employ; to have (on one's staff)
concentration (of efforts, forces, etc.); gathering together; regimentation; marshalling; mobilization
dimly; faintly; absentmindedly; vacantly; idly; aimlessly
to wipe; to mop up; to get rid of (an impression, feeling, blemish, etc.); to dispel (e.g. shame); to erase
to dream (i.e. while asleep); to have a dream; to dream (of the future); to have a fleeting experience
to get up (e.g. from bed); to make one's way in the world; to achieve in life
dream; dream; hope; unrealistic aspiration; daydream; delusion
to destroy; to break (by striking); to smash; to ruin (a plan, atmosphere, etc.); to spoil; to wreck
self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
and yet; despite this; but even so; but even then; however; nevertheless
to stare at each other; to lock eyes (with)