at the very beginning; first of all; first and foremost; before anything else
burden; nuisance; bother; hanger-on; dependent; parasite
being left out; being ostracized
on the contrary; far from it; if anything; in fact; instead
myself; oneself; (arch.) I; (arch.) me; (arch.) you (referring to one's inferior)
to be sacrificed; to fall victim to; to fall prey to
lively; energetic; vigorously (jumping, flopping, etc.); piercing (e.g. sound); penetrating
admiration; being impressed; admirable; praiseworthy; astonishment; being appalled
how long; how much; to what extent
lifeboat; friend in need; helping hand; timely help
to go out and away; to leave
opportunity to show one's abilities; time to show one's stuff; one's province
way out; means to escape; escape route
(practical) application; putting to practical use; applied
degradation over time; time-related deterioration
to turn; to shift; to alter; to distract
to comfort; to console; to amuse
to dump (e.g. onto the floor); to empty by overturning; to throw out (contents); to tell everything; to reveal everything; to open one's heart
ultimate; final; last; eventual
understanding and acceptance; spiritual awakening; a heart that understands truth; (feeling of) resignation
guess; conjecture; surmise
whim; caprice; whimsy; fickle; moody; uneven temper
capable of anything; liable to do
to put one's life on the line; to risk one's life; to put everything one has into it
to miss; to overlook; to let pass (a matter); to overlook (e.g. a wrongdoing); to pass up (e.g. an opportunity); to let (a good ball) go by
and; thereupon; because of that
insistent; obstinate; persistent; too rich (taste, etc.); fatty; heavy
to follow around; to shadow; to tag along; to haunt one (e.g. feeling, failure); to follow one
beautiful woman; (a) beauty
tight-lipped; able to keep a secret
feigning ignorance; acting dumb
to arrive at (after a struggle); to finally reach; to find one's way to; to finally hit on (e.g. an idea)
another meeting; meeting again; reunion
right; right-hand side; afore-mentioned (esp. in vertical Japanese writing); foregoing; forgoing
tattoo (esp. not traditional Japanese)