to lose heart; to lose motivation
regret; repentance; remorse
purple; violet; Lithospermum erythrorhizon (species of gromwell); type of soy sauce
to be wet; to be moist; to get dim; to become blurred; to become tear-choked
eyes; expression of the eyes; area around the eyes; skin round one's eyes
emotion; feeling; feelings; sentiment
to become aroused (of emotions, nerves, etc.); to become excited; to become stirred up; to be proud; to be haughty; to be pompous
to be in time (for); to serve (suit, meet) the purpose; to be good enough; to be enough
uncontainable; irrepressible; uncontrollable
gushing forth; bursting out; (lit.) like breaking a dam
to go along; to walk along; to follow
to wipe; to mop up; to get rid of (an impression, feeling, blemish, etc.); to dispel (e.g. shame); to erase
to be overcome with emotion
drop (e.g. of water); drip
to be worried; to be troubled
beast (i.e. any animal other than man); person reborn into the animal realm; brute (i.e. a contemptible human being); damn it; damn
to be satisfied; to find peace of mind; to feel good
even if; even though; however; no matter how
from one's side; from the side (of something); from someone unconnected; from someone uninvolved
crying loudly; bawling; wailing; crying one's eyes out (without making noise); breaking into a flood of tears; crying buckets
half and half; fifty-fifty
(not) in any way; in no way
hard to say; inexpressible; hesitant to say; embarrassing; delicate
always; constantly; frequently; often; nonstop
your home; your family; their home; (my) home
to give; to offer; to lift up; to hold up; to raise
(social) standing; status; identity; birth; one's circumstances; one's means
another family; another house
interference; meddling; butting in
beyond one's means or position
may; might; perhaps; may be; possibly
other self; alter ego; part of oneself (in someone or something else); incarnations of Buddha
to look on enviously while doing nothing; (lit.) to hold a finger in one's mouth
big; large; drastic; full-width cloth (approx. 72 cm wide for traditional Japanese clothing; approx. 140 cm wide for Western clothing)
if that is the case; if it becomes so; when it becomes so
at leisure; in a relaxed manner; in a carefree manner; quietly; peacefully
nasal mucus; dripping nose; snot
to raise; to elevate; to do up (one's hair); to fly (a kite, etc.); to launch (fireworks, etc.); to land (a boat); to show someone (into a room)
obedient; meek; docile; honest; frank; upfront (about one's feelings)