to think hard; to brood over; to worry too much (about); to torment oneself (with the thought of)
regret; repentance; remorse
accident; incident; trouble; circumstances; reasons
consequence; outcome; result; blame
as is; as it is; as things are; like this; this way; at this rate
to be silent; to say nothing
wrong; not good; hopeless; past hope; must not do
alone; by oneself; on one's own
trivial; not amounting to much
middle-aged man; Buddhist priest
eldest son (may be the only son); first-born son
cannot (due to external circumstances); cannot afford to; must not; impossible to; no way one can (do)
older brother; elder brother
be supposed or expected to (do); be sure to (do); ought to (do)
emigration; immigration; emigrant; immigrant
called; named; as many as; as much as; all ...; every single ...
hustle and bustle; throng; crowd; congestion; traffic jam
to disappear into; to be lost in; to do something under the cover of (confusion, etc.); to be almost indistinguishable; to be confusingly similar; to be diverted from (negative emotions, etc.)
to be buried; to be covered; to be hidden
certain; sure; definite; reliable; sound; solid
other (place, thing, person); the rest; outside; beyond; nothing except; nothing but
these guys; these fellows
perhaps; probably; generous; many; much
to go into; to come into; to penetrate; to become complicated
to come; to go; to be (somewhere); to be (doing)
collaborator; cooperator; coworker; ally
female; woman; female sex; female lover; girlfriend; mistress
confidence; trust; faith; credit (finance)
total; complete; all-out; general; extensive; full-scale
to be saved; to be rescued; to escape harm; to be spared damage; to be helped; to be saved trouble
presence; sitting with; being with
possible; potential; practicable; feasible
necessary; needed; essential; necessity; need; requirement
disagreeable; detestable; unpleasant; reluctant
to calm down; to compose oneself; to calm down; to settle down; to settle down (in a location, job, etc.); to settle in; to be settled
excuse me; pardon me; I'm sorry; thank you
thing; object; one's things; possessions; things; something; quality
at once; immediately; without delay; promptly
it is assuredly that ...; can say with confidence that ...
person; character; one's character; one's personality; able person; talented person
knowing; (an) acquaintance
myself; yourself; I; me; you
(United States of) America; United States; US; America (land mass); the Americas