to lose consciousness; to faint; to black out; (arch.) to lose motivation; (arch.) to get discouraged
horizontally; flat; across; crossways; crosswise
to collect; to gather; to arrange; to put in order; to make uniform; to make even
proper (appearance, posture, etc.); correct; neat; straight; upright
suddenly; casually; accidentally; incidentally; unexpectedly; unintentionally
to raise one's hand; to surrender; to raise one's hand to someone (as a threat to strike); to become better (at something); to improve; to throw one's hat in the ring
sidelocks; hair at the temples
hair; fur; wool; down; plumage
to stroke; to caress; to brush gently; to comb (hair); to smooth down
that kind of; that way; that move; that trick; that game
loose; slack; gentle (slope, curve); slow (speed); lenient; liberal
carelessness; inattention; thoughtlessness; negligence
cruel; inhumane; callous; brutal
thin India ink; diluted ink
brutal (nature); brutality; blood lust; cruelty; ferocity
while alive; during one's lifetime
to fold (clothes, umbrella); to close (a shop, business); to vacate
futon; Japanese bedding consisting of a mattress and a duvet; round cushion used for Zen meditation (traditionally made of woven bulrush leaves)
rush mat for sleeping; sleeping mat
via; through; by doing; by means of; using
trouble; troubles; worry; distress; sorrows; anguish
to writhe (in pain); to be in agony; to be anguished; to be agonized; to be troubled
mastery; learning through experience; realization; realisation; comprehension
rising and going to bed; daily life; all the time; constantly; whether awake or asleep
since; henceforth; ever since
to become weak; to decline; to wear; to abate; to decay; to wither
gradually; by degrees; little by little; steps; stairs; staircase
single-minded (esp. personality or person); one-track mind
narrow-minded; intolerant; petty
brutal (atmosphere, society, etc.); savage; fierce; violent; bloodthirsty; stark
narrow; confined; small; limited; narrow-minded; confining
heaven and earth; the universe; land; world; top and bottom; gods of heaven and earth
outside world; physical world
to sever; to cut off; to suppress; to eradicate; to abstain (from); to give up
another place; some other place; another (person or thing); other; beyond (one's expectations, imagination, etc.); outside
to push aside; to overcome (e.g. difficulties); to align; to put in order; (arch.) to push open
(on) one's own; (by) oneself
to reach an extreme; to reach a limit; extremely; to be stuck; to be in a dilemma; to be decided
depression; melancholy; dejection; gloom; despondency
in the end; on top of that