to be convinced (that); to be under the impression (that); to make up one's mind; to set one's heart on; to be obsessed (with a thought, idea, etc.); to think about obsessively
messenger; police and judicial chief (Heian and Kamakura periods); klesha (polluting thoughts such as greed, hatred and delusion, which result in suffering)
fear; dread; dismay; terror; horror; scare
heat haze; shimmer of hot air
unsteadily (e.g. on one's feet); shakily; wavering (in one's mind); unsteadily; aimlessly; unconsciously
profit; gains; benefit; advantage; grace (of God, Buddha, etc.) (esp. as attained through rightful actions, prayer, adherence to one's faith, etc.); blessing
look!; look out!; hey!; look at me!; there you are!
plentiful; abundant; ample; lavish
very; extremely; like the devil; as a demon
to run away; to flee; to make off; to start to run away
to get in; to go in; to come in; to flow into; to set; to set in
cupboard; locker; closet; wardrobe; cabinet
that day; the very same day
to come out all right; to take care of itself; to be OK
never mind that; don't worry about that; listen up
like everyone else; like most people; like an ordinary person; as much as anyone else
taking great pains (to do); making every effort; having a lot of trouble (doing); racking one's brains
to ascend; to go up; to ascend (as a natural process, e.g. the Sun); to rise; to go to (the capital); to be promoted; to add up to
feeling; sensation; mood; sensation of doing
seems to be; appears to have; supposed to be
God; god; ace; king; superior person
oh!; ah!; oh dear!; good grief!; dear me!; thank God!
to have a nightmare; to make a noise during a nightmare
deep sleep; sound sleep; profound sleep
attack; offence; dominant partner of a homosexual relationship; a barrage of; a flood of
is something that; is that which
idea; notion; sense (e.g. of duty); resignation; preparedness; observation and contemplation
to begin; to start; to happen (again); to begin (anew); to date (from); to originate (in)
one by one; each; every; at intervals of
to fall into (e.g. a hole); to fall into (chaos, depression, dilemma, illness, etc.); to fall into (a trap, etc.); to fall; to surrender
dazzling; glaring; dazzlingly beautiful
the end; closing; being done for; that's it; that's enough; that's all
careful; scrupulous; thorough; conscientious; elaborate; deliberate
to be transparent; to be see-through; to be clear; to be clear (voice, sound)
to bend many times; to turn and twist; to zigzag
fear; horror; anxiety; concern; uneasiness; reverence
cold (e.g. weather); uninteresting (esp. joke); lame; dull
(please) try to; (please) look; seeing; looking
incessant; constant; continuous; perpetual; everlasting