collapse; crumbling; breaking down; (radioactive) decay; disintegration
riskiness; (level of) danger
somehow; how; in what way; why; what kind of
to stand up; to put up; to thrust into; to bury into; to make (a noise); to start (a rumour); to make
aspiration; volunteering; desire; application
to meet; to encounter; to see; to have an accident; to have a bad experience
cannot (due to external circumstances); cannot afford to; must not; impossible to; no way one can (do)
to swear; to vow; to take an oath; to pledge
to die; to pass away; to lose spirit; to lose vigor; to cease; to stop
scary; frightening; eerie; dreadful
ordinary; common; free of charge; unaffected; as is; only
previously; before; first; before (something or someone else); beforehand; in advance
to kill; to slay; to suppress; to block; to suppress (a voice, feelings, etc.); to hold back
elder brother; one's senior; older man; man older than oneself
younger brother; little brother; brother-in-law (spouse's younger brother or younger sister's husband); (arch.) pupil; (arch.) apprentice
consequence; outcome; result; blame
anyhow; in any case; at any rate; at best; at most
satisfaction; contentment; sufficient; satisfactory; satisfying (an equation)
to think (about, of); to think over; to consider; to bear in mind; to think (that); to believe; to intend (to do)
everyone; everybody; all; everything; all
ill will; malice; evil intent
to permit; to allow; to forgive; to pardon; to exempt (someone) from; to remit; to acknowledge
to joke; to jest; to make fun of; to laugh at; to romp; to gambol
to keep within limits (e.g. spending); to restrain (e.g. emotions); to control; to hold back (e.g. an enemy); to check; to curb
for; for the sake of; to one's advantage; because of; as a result of
how long; how much; to what extent
very hard; with utmost effort; as hard as one can; with all one's might; for dear life; eagerly
and yet; though; when; in spite of
all; entire; whole; altogether
it does not mean that ...; I don't mean that ...; it is not the case that
and yet; despite this; but even so; but even then; however; nevertheless
feeling; sensation; preparedness; readiness; thought; sentiment
go that far; to that extent
to leave as; to view as; to maintain the status quo
always; without exception; necessarily; certainly; without fail; positively
maximum; to the maximum degree; to the full
effort; exertion; endeavour; endeavor; hard work; striving
something like ...; things like ...; someone like ...; the likes of ...
I have nothing to do with it
freely; frankly; without reserve