to view the past with nostalgia
weakness; debility; breakdown; prostration
grasping; gripping; handful; fistful; handle; grip; rice ball
something like ...; things like ...; someone like ...; the likes of ...
may; might; perhaps; may be; possibly
to put back up; to stand back up; to restore (to former strength); to revive (e.g. the economy); to make again (a plan, policy, etc.); to reformulate
to build up; to establish; to form; to become (a state); to accomplish; to achieve; to change into
to etch into one's mind; to remember well
one's last moment; one's death; one's end
truth; reality; truly; really; absolute truth
to go to see (something, someone); to visit
to take great pains; to make every effort; to rack one's brains; to be concerned; to worry
this sort of; this kind of; like this; such
to care for (the sick); to nurse; to attend (someone's deathbed)
to die; to draw one's last breath; to breathe one's last
third day of the month; three days
attendance; participation; presence
wife; your wife; his wife; married lady; madam
don't you think?; indicates question
sad news; news of a death; death notice
to stay in one's heart; to be enduringly memorable; to be unforgettable
to run (of liquid); to spread; to blur; to blot; to ooze; to well up (of tears, etc.)
death; decease; (arch.) death penalty (by strangulation or decapitation); (an) out
to do over again; to redo; to start over; to remake; to resume; to recommence
to strike; to clap; to play drums; to abuse; to bash; to consult; to sound out
to lose heart; to lose interest; to lose motivation; to become stale (i.e. of a carbonated beverage); to go flat; to lose flavor
to burn into one's memory; to sear an image
pastor; minister; clergyman; reverend
repentance; confession; penitence
to commit a crime; to commit a sin
to devise; to arrange; to plan; to plot
somehow; how; in what way; why; what kind of
remuneration; recompense; reward; toll
sneer; derision; scornful laugh; cold smile
hell on earth; living hell
crackling; cracking; clapping; incessantly (blinking)
to become frightened; to be frightened (of); to be scared (of)
and; or; and the like; and so forth; and what not
to operate (e.g. a machine); to handle; to have a good command of (a language); to play proficiently (of a musical instrument); to work (a puppet); to pull the strings of a puppet
to break; to fracture; to fold; to bend; to make (origami); to interrupt
a little; some; somewhat; amount; quantity; number
participation; taking part in; participating in; being concerned in