at the same time as; while; as well as (multiple roles)
to blurt out; to let slip; to say inadvertently; to come out with (e.g. nonsense)
shaking; trembling; pitching; disturbance; unrest; agitation
beat; palpitation; pulsation; throbbing
to dash against (of waves); to billow; to roll; to wave (e.g. in the wind); to heave; to pound (of a heart)
to wake up; to awake; to perk up; to awaken (to the truth, etc.); to come to a realization; to come to one's senses
to be decided; to be settled; to be unchanging; to be the same (as always); to be a fixed rule; to be destined; to be well executed (of a manoeuvre in a sport, game, etc.)
be supposed or expected to (do); be sure to (do); ought to (do)
real feeling; actual feeling; to actually feel; to have a real feeling (that ...); to experience personally
softly; gently; stealthily; secretly; to leave alone; to leave as it is
to touch; to feel; to touch (with); to experience; to come in contact with; to touch on (a subject); to allude to
with a start; with a jump
to rock; to shake; to swing
sweet (e.g. young girls, flowers blooming); touchingly lovely; cute; pitiful; pitiable
total darkness; pitch dark; bleak future; poor prospects
one person; being alone; being by oneself; being single; being unmarried; by oneself
to stand (still) a while; to loiter; to stop
difficult to ...; hard to ...
in a daze; absent-mindedly; dimly; hazily; with a roar (of flames); with a whoosh
to re-think; to think back upon; to change one's mind
day; days; sun; sunshine; (the) day; daytime; date
to tell (somebody) to (do something)
to break a promise; to go back on one's word; to renege
action; conduct; behaviour; behavior; mobilization; mobilisation
I'm sorry; my apologies; excuse me; pardon me
feeling; sensation; emotion; interjection
to crush (with the weight of misfortune)
to crumble down; to tumble down; to fall in
to squash; to crush; to flatten
dimly; faintly; absentmindedly; vacantly; idly; aimlessly
to rise to the surface; to come to the front; to emerge (e.g. from obscurity); to stand out (e.g. against a dark background)
to be photographed; to be projected
wrong direction; different direction (from what one expected)
heavy heartbeat; thumping; pounding
to say; to speak; to tell; to talk
by myself; in person; by oneself
to experience chest pain; to have a pain in one's chest; to feel sick at heart; to have one's heart ache; to be anguished
thick; viscous; muddy; dirty (with oil, grease, etc.); to be in an ugly state (of emotions, relations, etc.); to be murky
emotion; feeling; feelings; sentiment
to resemble; to look like; to be like; to be alike; to be similar; to take after
it cannot be helped; there's nothing for it; it's no use fighting back; it's hopeless; there is no way out of it
ugly; unattractive; unsightly; unseemly