reopening; resumption; restarting
to give up all thoughts of; to abandon; to despair of; to make up one's mind; to take a momentous decision
lolicon; sexual attraction to young girls; person attracted to young girls
to grow up; to become an adult
little girl; maiden; young lady; (arch.) female between 17 and 20 years old (ritsuryo period)
ill will; malice; evil intent
to look up at; to raise one's eyes; to look up to; to admire; to respect
lack of expression; blank look (on one's face)
to freeze to; to be frozen to; to freeze in place; to be still
cold; chill; cold weather; cold wave; cold air
release; emission; ejection
to hold one's tongue; to shut up
to change completely; to change suddenly
being filled with; being full of; permeation
on and after; as from; hereafter; thereafter; since
strangeness; abnormality; disorder
to wrap up; to pack; to cover; to envelop; to conceal (a feeling); to hide
to drink; to gulp; to smoke (tobacco); to engulf; to overwhelm; to keep down; to suppress
to be forced to do or experience something (against one's will); to be forced to do something because one has no other choice
appearing one after another; cropping up one after another; occurring in succession
poor; pitiful; piteous; pitiable
to let something (or somebody) go past; to do too much
statement; remark; observation; utterance; speech; proposal
origin; genesis; opening; start; beginning
quite; entirely; completely; as if; as though; just like
completely; entirely; nonchalantly; as if nothing happened
reproachful; hateful; bitter
heartbreak; grief; sorrow
so much (something) as to (e.g. so moved as to cry); overwhelmed; carried away; because of too much
lonely; lonesome; solitary; desolate
self-; from ...; this ... (in contrast to some other ...); aforementioned
to pretend not to see; to turn one's back on
early; soon; quickly; swiftly; rapidly
clamour; clamor; uproar; tumult; furore; furor
(what) the heck; (why) in the world; one object; one body; one form; one style
putting on a brave face; put-on cheeriness; pretending one is fine; show of courage; bravado; Dutch courage
have to (verb); must (verb); is indispensable; absolutely necessary
illness (usu. excluding minor ailments, e.g. common cold); disease; bad habit; bad behaviour; crazy; insane
painful; difficult; distressing; (psychologically) difficult; straitened (circumstances); tight (financial situation)
(not) even once; (not) ever
dwelling; house; residence; address
pout; displeasure; ill humor; ill humour; sullenness
to keep one's mouth shut; to refuse to talk