so miserable that it is painful to look at; can't bear to look at; painful to watch
thorn; spine; splinter (esp. lodged in one's flesh); hard sharp item (esp. lodged in one's throat, e.g. fish bone); biting words
then; in that case; considering; if that is the case; if so
to lock up; to shut up; to imprison
even if; even though; even; too; whether ... or ...; no matter (what, where, who, etc.)
cruel; brutal; ruthless; merciless; inhuman
law; rule; regulation; destiny; fate; karma
to know; to understand; to be aware of; to consent; to agree
effort; exertion; endeavour; endeavor; hard work; striving
planning; project; plan; design
increasingly; more and more; decreasingly (when declining); less and less
to deepen; to heighten; to intensify
contradiction; inconsistency
full of (e.g. mistakes); riddled with; covered all over with (blood, mud, etc.)
to choose one's words (with care); to be careful with one's words
never (even in error); never, ever; never, no matter what happens; by no means
to steal; to rob; to deceive; to trick; to graze (in passing); to skim; to appear and quickly disappear (a thought, a smile, etc.)
to well up (of tears, anger, joy, etc.); to surge up (within oneself); to rise; to feel nauseated; to feel sick
I'm sorry; (it's) inexcusable; thank you very much (for help, etc.)
state of mind; mentality; psychology
gradually (progress into a state); in sequence; in order; in turn
thought; consideration; thinking
release; unleashing; liberation; deallocation (of computer memory)
to begin to run; to start running; to break into a run
lukewarm; tepid; lenient; (arch.) slow; (arch.) stupid
to grow cold (from room temperature, e.g. in refrigerator); to get chilly; to cool down
why?; what for?; how?; by what means?
to play with (a toy, one's hair, etc.); to fiddle with; to toy with (one's emotions, etc.); to trifle with; to do with something as one pleases; to appreciate
to get into a panic; to be flustered; to panic; to get in a flap
to let down one's hair; to undo hair
pulpy; soppy; sloppy; untidy; in a disarray
to one's heart's content; following one's heart's desires
to throw open; to leave open
to be submerged; to be soaked; to be pickled; to be well seasoned; to be totally immersed (in a condition, e.g. laziness)
crumply (cloth, clothing, etc.); ruffled; itchy and runny (nose)
to wash; to cleanse; to inquire into; to investigate; to purify (one's heart); to lave (e.g. shore)
to yield oneself (to something); to devote oneself (to something); to surrender oneself (to something)
dress; outfit; getup; to dress oneself; to outfit oneself
perfect; complete; thorough; leaving nothing to be desired; more than satisfactory