to make matters worse; besides; what's more; in addition; on top of that
(not) anything; (nothing) at all; and everything else; and all; (not) at all; (not) in the least
to be aware of; to know; to notice; to feel; to understand; to comprehend; to remember
to take in; to bring in; to capture (e.g. image); to import; to win over; to please
to hear; to listen (e.g. to music); to ask; to enquire; to hear about; to hear of; to follow (advice, order, etc.)
at the last moment; this late in the game
still; yet; more; still more; as ...; like ...
to trick; to cheat; to deceive; to seduce
plan; project; attempt; plot; scheme; undertaking
to believe implicitly; to believe firmly
inner thoughts; real intention; at heart; deep down; inner center (centre)
astonishment; amazement; surprise; fright; shock
eldest child; oldest child; first child; eldest son; oldest son
to believe; to believe in; to place trust in; to confide in; to have faith in
belief; faith; adherence; espousal
to yearn for; to long for; to follow (someone); to idolize (for virtue, learning, status, etc.)
still; even now; to this day
doubt; question; uncertainty; skepticism; scepticism; suspicion
blind acceptance; blind belief; credulity
in the end; at the end of the day
to be understood by each other (of thoughts, feelings, etc.); to be comprehended; to exchange with each other (thoughts, feelings, etc.); to express to each other (e.g. intentions); to communicate with each other
preconception; preconceived notion; prejudice
wrong impression; subjective impression; assumption; prejudice
in this way; thus; such; uh...
sense of values; values; value system
to press against; to push against; to force against; to foist on (task, responsibility); to impose (one's will)
coincident with; while; simultaneously
fierce; intense; severe; violent; strong; vehement
definite; final; decisive; conclusive
unpleasant feelings (e.g. hatred, disgust, revulsion, fear)
having no choice; at a loss for what to do; at one's wits' end
to yell; to rant; to rave
to get fed up with; to get sick of; to become disgusted with
fleeting (glimpse, glance, etc.)
sidelong glance; short grain (paper)
surreptitious glance; looking furtively
scornful laughter; ridicule; derision; sneer
to stick (to); to cling (to); to stay (e.g. in the office)
to notice; to become aware; to be scrupulous; to be attentive; to recover consciousness; to come to oneself
chill; the shivers; shivering fit; cold; coldness; cold air
to memorize; to memorise; to commit to memory; to learn by heart; to bear in mind; to remember
(sense of) reality; realness; realism; authenticity; viability