ex-girlfriend; former girlfriend
excitement; stimulation; agitation; arousal
common saying; everyday talk; common parlance; vulgar; lowbrow; indecent
frustrated (over a failure, humiliation or injustice); annoyed; chagrined; (bitterly) disappointed; bitter; vexed
to comfort one another; to offer each other consolation
to conceal; to keep secret; to cover up
vomit; spew; confessing; extremely; really
to fold one's arms; to link arms with someone
behavior; behaviour; manner; attitude; bearing
swing; shake; appearance; behaviour; pretence; pretense; (a customer) coming to restaurant, ryokan, etc. without a reservation or introduction
cannot avoid doing; cannot help but (do); is compelled to do; (feel) obliged to (do); has to do
to sound shrill (of a voice); to sound high-pitched and excited; to get excited; to become restless; to be thrown too high; to come in high
unexpected; unforeseen; strange
gambling den; gambling house
(another's) daughter; young lady
sorting; arrangement; liquidation; settlement; retrenchment; curtailment
here and there; various places; all around; muddled; confused; in the wrong order
gesture; movement; action; acting; performance
to worry about (someone's welfare or comfort); to feel anxious about; to have apprehensions of
starting a train (or bus, etc.) before all the passengers are on board; making a snap decision; starting an action without considering objections to it any longer
faltering; tottering; halting; unsteady; awkward; clumsy
showing no sign of; not giving the slightest indication of; saying nothing at all about; not breathing a word of
calculated; premeditated; considered
taking a story with a grain of salt; discounting half the story
to tighten; to stiffen; to brace; to strain
straight (ahead); direct; upright; straightforward; honest; frank
to feel chilly; to be afraid; to be frightened; to be nervous
(much) more than others; exceedingly; extremely; unusually
to be wounded; to get injured; to get hurt feelings; to get damaged; to get chipped
to joke around; to do and say ridiculous things
eta; group comprising the lowest rank of Japan's Edo-period caste system and whose work usually involved handling human bodies or animal carcasses
person inside a cartoon body suit; voice actor (of a particular character); insider; person on the inside
itchy; creepy; feeling uneasy
feeling (much) obliged; being (very) grateful; feeling sorry (for troubling someone); feeling ashamed (e.g. of an error); (arch.) shrinking back in fear
aim; object; expectations; prospects; something that can be relied upon; snack served with alcoholic drink; pad
each; (arch.) you (plural)
to be flustered; to lose one's presence of mind
needless fear; groundless apprehension; unfounded worry
foolish look; stupid look
having no thought for; having no consideration for; disregarding; overlooking; (arch.) being found not guilty (in an Edo-period court); (arch.) acquittal
painful; bitter; tough; difficult; cruel; harsh
to hesitate; to have scruples; to be afraid of what others may think; to lord it over; to have great influence
thinking back now; looking back
first person; self-reference term; term used to refer to oneself in the first person
association; socializing; socialising; fellowship