to open the lid; to lift a lid; to open the lid (on); to make public; to start (something); to look at the results (consequences, outcome, effect)
seeing through (a trick, someone's mind, etc.)
complete change; about-face
to make a fist; to clench one's fist
nothing more ... than this; as ... as it could possibly be
assistant instructor; substitute instructor
to go together; to go in company (with); to go along (with)
the moon is beautiful, isn't it?
multi-floor building; multi-storey building; bill; check; bill; promissory note
sensual love; love affair
river; stream; River; the ... river
(place) right in the center; dead center; dead centre; exact middle; heart
I love you too; (lit.) I would (now) not mind dying
a particular; a certain; that kind of; such a
great writer; literary master; distinguished author
generous; soft-hearted; having a good personality
from the viewpoint of; according to
self-satisfaction; (self-)complacency; smugness
to translate; to interpret
Futabatei Shimei (1864-1909) (pseudonym of Hasegawa Tatsunosuke)
eccentric; queer; unconventional; peculiar; original
posterity; future generations; future life
fiction; made-up story; fable; fabrication; myth
theory; doctrine; opinion; view; rumour; rumor
to soar; to fly high; to be whirled up; to make merry; to be ecstatic; to be in high spirits
to light (a fire); to kindle; to incite; to instigate; to stir up
to make light of; to ignore; to slight
to be deeply impressed; to take to heart; to engrave on one's heart; to bear in mind; (lit.) to engrave on one's liver
human emotions (joy, anger, grief and pleasure); feelings
distinction; difference (between two things); sense of propriety; proper conduct (according to social or moral norms); accountability; taking clear responsibility (for a fault or failing)
many times over; often; repeatedly; time after time
to become dim; to become blurred
inner canthus; inner corner of the eye
to think hard; to brood over; to worry too much (about); to torment oneself (with the thought of)
and yet; despite this; but even so; but even then; however; nevertheless
gushing forth; bursting out; (lit.) like breaking a dam
to blurt out; to let slip; to say inadvertently; to come out with (e.g. nonsense)
to check; to stop; to keep back
before one knows it; before one realises; without one's knowledge; without noticing
to be given the cold shoulder; to be jilted; to be rejected; to be dumped