to rub; to chafe; to strike (match); to lose (e.g. a match); to forfeit; to squander one's money (e.g. through gambling, Pachinko, etc.)
to whisper; to murmur; to rumor; to rumour
forcing; compulsion; coercion; pushing (to do)
to speak to; to give a (something) talk to; to speak words of (something)
pardon; forgiveness; exemption; permission
begging; pestering; pleading; coaxing
magical powers; supernatural powers; spell; charm
rich (in flavor, color, smell, etc.); thick; very likely; highly possible; passionate; hot
choking; suffocating; stifling; oppressive; heavy
shivering (with cold); trembling (with fear); shuddering
to entrust (a matter) to; to leave to; to abandon oneself to (e.g. pleasure); to yield to (e.g. anger); to devote oneself to
most of all; extremely; supremely
to push aside; to push one's way through
slim; slender; slight; delicate
(on a) closer look; closer scrutiny; second look
cinnabar; vermillion; red pigment (and ink made from same); red text (as used to correct documents)
heart-wrenchingly; with a thrill in one's heart
poison; toxicant; harm; evil influence; ill will; spite
to be awash with; to teem with; to be full of
devoted; self-sacrificing
deep (colour); dark; strong (flavour, smell, etc.); thick (consistency); dense; strong (possibility, etc.)
to pour into (liquids); to pump into
to play a role; to serve a function; to play a part
to see; to look; to examine; to look over; to look after; to attend to; to experience
one night; all night; overnight; one evening
together; jointly; at the same time; with; both
feeling of loneliness; feeling of desolation
to well up (of tears, anger, joy, etc.); to surge up (within oneself); to rise; to fill one's heart; to overcome one
very early in the morning; so early in the morning; at this ungodly hour
intracerebral; inside the brain; (occurring) in the mind; mental (e.g. image); imaginary
to judge (on the basis of); to control; to discipline (oneself); to regulate
suddenly; at once; considerably; very much; firmly; with an effort
to bear; to stand; to restrain; to control; to forgive; to put up with
morbid; unhealthful; insalubrious
sexual desire; sex drive; lust
emission; emanation; letting out (feelings); venting; divergence (of light); divergence
all you want; as much as one wants
to flare up; to burst into flames
to go against; to fight against; to oppose; to resist; to deny