blighted love; disappointed love
when it becomes; when it comes to
to search for; to look for; to hunt for; to search (a house, pocket, etc.); to search through; to rummage in (e.g. a drawer)
total darkness; pitch dark; bleak future; poor prospects
darkness; the dark; bewilderment; despair; hidden place; secrecy
to spread (out); to extend; to stretch; to reach to; to get around; to fill (e.g. a space)
talking in delirium; incoherent muttering
like; similar to; as with; in the same way
many times over; often; repeatedly; time after time
to haul in (e.g. rope, net, etc.); to pull in; to attract (e.g. stares)
no sooner than; as soon as; immediately after; at the thought of; when I think about
to spill over and fall; to scatter (petals, leaves, etc.)
one's own convenience; one's way; surroundings; environment; convenience; ease of use; financial circumstances
to burst into tears; to burst out crying; to begin to cry; to be moved to tears
to borrow; to have a loan; to rent; to hire
to calm down; to compose oneself; to calm down; to settle down; to settle down (in a location, job, etc.); to settle in; to be settled
(one) matter; (one) item; (one) case
deep; profound; dense; thick; close (relationship); intense; strong
settlement; solution; resolution
to permit; to allow; to forgive; to pardon; to exempt (someone) from; to remit; to acknowledge
indiscrete; imprudent; unscrupulous
natural; reasonable; obvious; usual; common; ordinary
to tear up; to tear off; to rip up; to separate (e.g. a couple); to disrupt (a relationship)
this world; this life; current epoch (i.e. the Holocene epoch)
afterlife; the next world; the world beyond
(someone's) assistance; help; aid; grace (of God); benevolence (of Buddha); blessing
beyond this point; from now on; after this
to make a vow; to take an oath
indicate reason; infers some protest
to tear; to rip; to break through (cordon, opponent's defense, etc.); to breach; to defeat; to beat; to break (e.g. silence)
there is no need to ...; never happens; there is never a time when
conviction; belief; confidence
to show signs of ...; to have the appearance of ...
burly; strong; indomitable; indefatigable; robust (vitality, appetite, economic growth, etc.); strong
to leave (in someone's keeping); to put (in someone's care); to put (someone) in charge of; to leave (a matter) in someone's hands; to lean on; to put one's weight on
motionlessly (e.g. stand, wait); (be) still; fixedly (e.g. gaze, stare); intently (e.g. listen, think); patiently (endure); stoically
to one's heart's content; to one's complete satisfaction; as much as one likes; heartily; thoroughly; without restraint
having enough of (food, drink, etc.); having one's fill; fully enjoying
exhausted; tired; withered; worn out; boiling until shapeless or mushy; tediously
heavy; weighty; heavy (feeling); depressed; slow; sluggish; important (position, responsibility, etc.)
all; completely; totally; entirely; thoroughly