deep down; special place in one's heart; in the back of one's mind
rucksack; knapsack; backpack
(electric) torch; flashlight
to bring; to take; to bring about
to freeze (of one's body); to be frozen; to become numb (with cold); to be chilled
to awaken; to arouse from sleep; to bring to one's senses; to disabuse (someone of); to sober up
entrance; entry; gate; approach; mouth
to lie down; to throw oneself down
house (e.g. of Tokugawa); family
to steal; to plagiarize; to steal (a technique, idea, etc.); to do stealthily; to do during scant time; to steal a base
in spite of; nevertheless; although; despite; no matter the; regardless of
while alive; during one's lifetime
at this stage; at this point; now (contrasting with the past)
ending; quitting; closing; ending before one had time to do something one wanted or intended to
at that time; in those days
scary; frightening; eerie; dreadful
foolish; idiotic; stupid; ridiculous; absurd
there is no need to ...; never happens; there is never a time when
quite; very; 10^48; quindecillion
sanity; soundness of mind; prudence and discretion; (arch.) drunkenness
to give up; to admit defeat; to throw in the towel
to throw out; to fire; to expel; to give up; to abandon; to neglect
I appreciate your efforts
the whole world; the whole country; society; the public; supremacy over a nation; government of a country; having one's own way
to draw in; to take in; to retract; to withdraw; to take back (e.g. words)
quickly (esp. actions); suddenly (esp. wind, rain, etc.)
to be confused; to be bewildered; to be taken aback
middle; halfway; half (of); one half; half (e.g. done, jokingly); partly
idea; plan; fancy; impulse; thought; whim
to be anxious or concerned about; to ponder (anxiously); to fear; to investigate; to consider; to plan
contest; competition; struggle; scramble
bowl; vessel; container; ability; capacity; calibre
or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; or, how should I put it; I mean