this (very thing); this precisely
and; thereupon; because of that
meal set before one; women's advances
mum; mom; mummy; the missus
work in a Zen temple (e.g. cleaning, working in the fields)
evil; wickedness; (role of) the villain (in theatre, etc.); the bad guy
to wake; to wake up; to become sober; to sober up; to come to one's senses; to be disillusioned
one's own strength; one's own efforts; self-salvation
shifting (the burden) onto; ill effects; negative consequences; burden
hatred; abhorrence; loathing; detestation
isn't it (that) different (from usual, from what one could expect, etc.)?; isn't that wrong?; no, that's wrong; it's not like that; that's not the case
mountain (or hill) behind a house, village, etc.; side of a mountain that gets little sunshine; envious; jealous
expression; presentation; representation; notation
mumbling; chewing one's words; chewing (food); squirming; wriggling
particle; atom; little piece; not at all; not the slightest
sexual frigidity; insensitivity; indifference
all one's power (strength, energy, efforts); one's utmost
even so; all the same; nevertheless; yes, but ...
to bear; to stand; to support; to withstand; to be fit for; to be equal to
one's heart; one's feelings; one's inner thoughts; one's mind
tragedy; tragic drama; tragic play; tragedy; calamity; disaster
liquor-soaked; continuous drinking; daily drinking; binge drinking
somewhat; to some extent; to some degree; some; part; portion
to feel refreshed; to feel more cheerful; to feel better
to be hurtful; to resonate emotionally (with one)
by any chance; (should) it happen (that); by some chance
unwelcome; nerdish; unpopular
taking a breath (while singing, swimming, etc.); short break; breather
to become twisted; to grow distorted; to get sulky; to sulk; to grow bitter; to become embittered
having no hesitation in stating; having no hesitation in declaring
scar; spasm; twitch; cramp
to carry on one's back; to be burdened with; to take responsibility for; to have (something) in the background; to be in front (of something); to be conceited
love at first sight; being taken with someone at the first meeting
determination; resolution
sobering up; method of sobering up
disassembly; dismantling; factorization; decomposition; resolution; deblocking
(moment of) departure; (upon) leaving; retirement
disappointed love; broken heart; unrequited love; being lovelorn
to scoff; to laugh at; to make fun of; to ridicule; to jeer at
painful; heartrending; trying; oppressive; suffocating; miserable