to search for; to look for; to hunt for; to search (a house, pocket, etc.); to search through; to rummage in (e.g. a drawer)
dusk; twilight; twilight years; melancholia; melancholic nostalgia
(not) very; (not) so; (not) very much; (not) particularly; (not) especially
equal; identical; the same; no different (from); just like; equivalent
in accordance with; following; roughly; about; Street; Avenue
with a bonk; with a thump; with a klunk; with a rap
sobbing; weeping; fit of crying
if; in case; supposing; worst (case); unexpected (occurence); unforeseen
to be dying; to be about to die; to be close to death
presence of other people; (in) public; (in) front of others
reflexively; reflectively; by reflex
let's not say (such things) to each other
sense of relief; feeling of relief
joint ownership; co-ownership; sharing (e.g. a viewpoint); sharing (files, devices on a network, posts on social media, etc.)
yearning; longing; aspiration; adoration; admiration
at this point; at this last moment; this late in the game
to play dumb; to feign ignorance; to play the fool; to be in one's dotage
to get a lump in one's throat; to overflow with feelings; to be overwhelmed with emotion
to subsist; to keep on living
procedure; process; proceedings; formalities
to say goodbye; to bid farewell
departure; leaving; setting off
to gnaw; to nibble; to bite; to dabble in; to know a little bit about; to learn a little of
to move out (of); to leave; to vacate
to disagree; to dispute; to fight (over)
unheard-of; unprecedented; daring; wild; uninhibited
invention; intelligent; clever; smart
lending (money, commodities, etc.); finance; loan; adaptability; versatility; flexibility
to be effective; to take effect; to work; to function well; to be possible (to do, use, etc.); to be able to
for now; for the time being; for the present; though not quite satisfactorily; after a fashion
adopted daughter; foster daughter
oil-soaked cloth; oily rag; oilskin; oilcloth
side road; byroad; digression (e.g. from argument)
distinction; differentiation; discrimination; discrimination (against people)
advocate (of a theory or principle); ideologist; -ist (i.e. adherent to a belief system); (arch.) socialist; (arch.) communist
return; reversion; comeback; carriage return
practice (in the field); training (esp. practical and hands-on); practical exercise; drill
to that extent; to that degree; that much; that many
middle-age; middle age; midlife; one's middle years