true feelings; real intention; one's heart; one's right mind; one's senses; one's conscience
largish; biggish; a little bit larger
to turn one's back on; to be uninterested in
nakedness; nudity; bareness; nakedness; being penniless; concealing nothing
unmarried; not yet married
to disappear; to vanish; to bolt; to go into hiding
complexion; colour; color; blood red
old wound; scar; old unpleasant incident; past misdeed
cheap; inexpensive; calm; peaceful; quiet
to view the past with nostalgia
to conspire; to act in collusion; to be hand-in-glove
sound of wind rustling through a crack; wheezing
to breathe while sleeping
rising (from one's bed); getting up; getting out of bed
hot spring; onsen; hot spring resort; hot spring spa
batsu game; punishment given to the loser of a game or contest
pardon; forgiveness; tolerance; leniency; mercy; going easy (on someone)
lack of common sense; thoughtlessness; senselessness; irrationality; absurdity
to overdo; to do too much
cultivating new land; clearing; reclamation
fruit; nut; seed; (in broth) pieces of meat, vegetable, etc.; content; substance
well-bred; of good upbringing
soft; tender; gentle; mild; informal; light
exchange; conversion; replacement; switching (to); switchover
sunlight; rays of the Sun
immersing oneself in; being absorbed in; devoting oneself to; giving oneself up entirely to
lazy person; lazy fellow; slothful person
reigning; controlling; dictating
wisdom; jnana (higher knowledge)
to get (someone's) help; to ask for help
to sever; to cut off; to suppress; to eradicate; to abstain (from); to give up
it cannot be helped; there's nothing for it; it's no use fighting back; it's hopeless; there is no way out of it
person with whom to speak; someone to talk to; companion; advisor; adviser
desperation; despair; self-abandonment