regret; repentance; remorse
uncool; lame; unfashionable; unstylish; tacky; tasteless
shameful; disgraceful; unsightly; indecent; unseemly; unbecoming
at this point; at this last moment; this late in the game
virginity (of a male); (male) virgin; (Catholic) nun; sister
self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
to injure; to damage; to kill; to hinder; to obstruct
self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
until now; till now; up to now; up to the present; so far
last moment; eleventh hour; platform made of dirt used to perform executions (decapitations) in the Edo period
to become frightened; to get scared; to be seized with fear; to be intimidated; to lose one's nerve; to get cold feet
the best one can do; one's best effort; with all one's might; to the best of one's ability; as hard as possible
unskillful; poor; awkward; imprudent; untactful
to lessen; to decrease; to diminish
silence (not speaking); muteness
to intertwine; to become entangled; to get tangled (together); to become intertwined (of matters, interests, etc.); to become connected; to become linked
a few seconds; several seconds
both; together; jointly; simultaneously
to covet; to crave; to indulge in; to do ceaselessly; to eat greedily; to devour
to come near; to let someone approach; to bring near; to bring together; to deliver (opinion, news, etc.); to send (e.g. a letter); to let someone drop by
to use one's influence; to pull strings; to take measures; to make the necessary preparations
to hug (someone) tight; to embrace; to give (someone) a tight hug; to cuddle
arm; ability; skill; (physical) strength
entirely; completely; cleanly; snugly
to fit into (a box, frame, category, etc.); to be contained within; to settle down (into); to be installed (in one's rightful place); to settle into (one's position); to take up (a post)
small; little; slight; below average (in degree, amount, etc.); low (e.g. sound); soft (e.g. voice)
lovely; dear; beloved; pitiable; pathetic; piteous
slowly; unhurriedly; easily (e.g. in time); well; well (e.g. sleep); comfortably
to pin down; to knock down; to push (and hold) someone down (esp. with sexual connotations)
to lie down; to stretch out; to lie ahead (of danger, difficulty, etc.); to lie in wait
to be wet (with tears); to be moist; to get dim; to become blurred; to become tear-choked
to become frightened; to be frightened (of); to be scared (of)
movement; move; motion; trend; development; change
conquest; subjugation; overcoming (a difficulty); conquering (e.g. a mountain); mastery (of a skill)
feeling; sensation; tentative; rough; interjection
to melt; to liquefy; to dissolve (in a liquid); to bring into solution; to lose (money; through gambling, etc.); to squander
as (one pleases, one is told, etc.); wherever (e.g. one's feet take one); according to
to love one another; to be affectionate towards each other; to have sex; to make love
to spur on; to urge forward; to impel; to drive at high speed (e.g. a car)
to wait for one's chance; to wait for an opportunity
equipping; installing; fitting; mounting; putting on
predecessor; pioneer; ancestor