to torment; to harass; to tease
each time; every time; whenever (something happens); on the occasion of
to be crushed; to be smashed; to become useless; to cease functioning; to go bankrupt; to go out of business
to go through a bitter experience; to get into trouble; to get hurt; to feel pain
to protect (someone); to look after (e.g. an injured leg); to defend; to cover for; to stand up for; to stick up for
pit of the stomach; solar plexus; place where water falls
to tighten; to press hard
definite; final; decisive; conclusive
to step over or across; to overcome
criminal; lawbreaker; wrongdoer; offender
bad person; villain; scoundrel; wrongdoer; wicked person
and yet; despite this; but even so; but even then; however; nevertheless
for oneself; for one's own sake; on one's own account
I'm sorry; (it's) inexcusable; I feel regretful; thank you very much (for help, etc.)
with these words; while saying
egoistic; self-centered; selfish
selfish; egoistic; self-serving; self-interested
all-night vigil over a body; wake
to forget something ever existed; to pretend something didn't happen; to put something behind one; to forgive (something)
coward; weakling; scaredy cat; wimp; sissy
floor; stage (for the narrator and the shamisen player); dining platform built across a river
neglecting; leaving alone
to pile up; to accumulate; to estimate
long time; long interval; for quite some time
to meet (by chance); to come across; to meet (e.g. of rivers, highways, etc.); to emerge and engage (an enemy)
unwell; in a bad state; not working properly; out of order; inconvenient; troublesome
unavoidably; inevitably; necessarily; reluctantly; against one's will
one night; one evening; all night; overnight
(a) grain; (a) drop; (a) bead
to betray; to turn traitor to; to double-cross
to condemn; to blame; to urge; to press; to torture; to torment
to run counter to; to go against; to disobey; to infringe
to search for; to look for; to hunt for; to search (a house, pocket, etc.); to search through; to rummage in (e.g. a drawer)
to summon courage; to be brave
what's the best thing to do?; what to do?
consultation; discussion; discussing; asking (somebody) for advice
courage; bravery; valour; valor; nerve; boldness
cowardly; timid; easily frightened
anything and everything; just about everything
to be thirsty; to feel thirsty; to thirst for; to crave