exhausted; tired; withered; worn out; boiling until shapeless or mushy; tediously
to hesitate; to hold back; to be reluctant; to be unwilling; to have loose painful bowel movement; to suffer from tenesmus
including; inclusive of; komi; extra points given to the white player as compensation for playing second (in go)
selfish; egoist; (arch.) self-indulgent; (arch.) wilful; (arch.) willful
to torment; to pain; to inflict (physical) pain; to harass; to cause (emotional) pain; to afflict
position; situation; viewpoint; standpoint; point of view
surely; undoubtedly; sternly; severely; having no slack; rigid
to be on the verge; to be on the brink; to get close
to clasp together (esp. hands); to entwine (e.g. fingers)
one's own strength or effort; (by) oneself
to lament; to grieve; to regret; to deplore
doesn't amount to doing (something); not significant enough to require (something); unnecessary
to grant someone's request
wish; dream; prayer; one's desire
uncharacteristic; unbefitting; unworthy (of)
to go out and away; to leave
easily; readily; quickly; lightly (seasoned food, applied make-up, etc.); plainly; simply
resting one's chin in one's hands; brace (in construction); angle brace
(computer) monitor; consumer who comments on products, television programs, etc. (programmes); program or utility that monitors a program or activity
to decide; to choose; to clinch (a victory); to decide (the outcome of a match); to persist in doing; to go through with; to always do
corpse; kanji "corpse" radical
which way; which direction; which one (esp. of two alternatives); who
to anyone; to everyone; by anyone; by everyone; in everyone; in anyone
bitter smile; wry smile; forced smile; strained laugh
considerable; great; important; significant; a big deal
preface; introduction; preamble
boy; son; child; mere boy; stripling; greenhorn
doing whatever one pleases
senior; elder; person older than oneself
trouble; hardship; difficulty; anxiety; worry; concern
(turning) round and round; in circles; wrapping around; winding around
confusion; complications; being gripped by strong feelings; fit (e.g. of anger); moment (e.g. of frustration)
favorite pupil; favourite pupil; teacher's pet
emergency; accident; rare possibility; unexpected occurrence
to go through; to suffer; to experience (something unpleasant)
same feeling; same sentiment; same opinion; sympathy; agreement; concurrence
to furnish with; to equip with; to prepare for; to make preparations for; to possess (all that is needed); to be endowed with
atrocious; fiendish; brutal; villainous
pleasant; delightful; enjoyable; joyful; cheerful; amusing
to spout out; to spurt out; to sprout; to bud; to burst into laughter; to blow (smoke, etc.)