I wish I had ...; I should have ...; it would have been better if I had ...
to build up; to complete; to construct; to make up; to fabricate; to invent
operation; management; handling; manipulating (to one's benefit); manipulation; influencing
perpetual youth and longevity; immortality
king of the hill; king of the castle; king of the mountain
colouring; coloring; shade (of colour); flavour; nuance; feel
attack on both sides; pincer movement; double envelopment
provoking; rather annoying; (speaking ironically) darling
to lead; to take the lead (in doing something); to precede; to go before; to die before (esp. one's spouse, parents, etc.); to be a prerequisite
begging for one's life; pleading for one's life
showing no signs of; there being no hint of; (arch.) unthinkable
support; participation; assistance; complicity; conspiracy
to exert (influence); to exercise; to cause (e.g. damage); to do (e.g. harm); to bring about (e.g. benefits); to extend
plectrum; pick; drumstick for Japanese drums (e.g. taiko)
being extremely fond of; having a weakness for; having no eye for; being a poor judge of; having no chance (of succeeding)
oh well, fine; fine, I guess; alright, I suppose; OK, then
to disappear; to vanish into thin air
echo; reverberation; spirit of a tree; tree spirit
head-on fight; direct confrontation; head-to-head contest
deceiving; cheating; fooling
centre; center; pivot; central nervous system
aspiration; volunteering; desire; application
leaving; quitting; retiring
toilet; lavatory; water closet; restroom; bathroom
good fortune (esp. omikuji fortune-telling result); good luck; auspiciousness; unspecified day of the month (used to obscure the date a letter, invitation, etc. was written)
dice; die; baton (of command)
earnest; sincere; pressing; urgent; pertinent; appropriate
to one's heart's content; to one's complete satisfaction; as much as one likes; heartily; thoroughly; without restraint
proponent; exponent; advocate
to speak ill of; to disparage
disturbance of mind; losing one's head; being upset; transition; changing; moving
confused; disordered; faltered; incoherent; inconsistent
feeling guilty; having a guilty conscience; having qualms about
younger scholar; future reference
to open one's mouth wide and eat heartily; to gulp down food
to raise one's voice; to shout
before one's very eyes; under one's nose; imminence; close at hand
castle (in place names); castle; fortress