in the first place; to begin with; after all; anyway; beginning; start
to fall in love; to be in love; to be charmed with; to lose one's heart to
to swell (from inflammation); to become swollen
unrelated; unconnected; without relations (esp. of a deceased person); having no surviving relatives; unrelated to the teachings of Buddha; unable to be saved by Buddha
to look up at; to raise one's eyes; to look up to; to admire; to respect
appearing that; seeming that; looking like; having the appearance of
towards (a destination); for the purpose of; with the goal of; targeting (a group, a demographic)
always; all the time; never; usual; regular
painful; difficult; distressing; (psychologically) difficult; straitened (circumstances); tight (financial situation)
that's the way it is; such is life
reverse; opposite; converse (of a hypothesis, etc.); inverse (function)
ringing; throbbing violently
hindrance; obstacle; to visit (someone's home); demon who hinders Buddhist training; demon who obstructs sentient beings from maintaining moral behaviour
indescribable; inexpressible
to torment; to torture; to harass
to dedicate; to make an offering; to supply; to store; to finish; to bring to a close; to restore (something to its place)
to quarry; to cut (timber); to begin to talk; to break the ice; to start a fire (with flint, by rubbing sticks together, etc.); to select and extract (from a media file)
to set up (a house, store, etc.); to build; to have at the ready (e.g. a gun); to hold in preparation (e.g. a camera); to adopt a posture; to assume a stance; to put on an air
suddenly; abruptly; deliberately; slowly; gently
simple; artless; naive; unsophisticated
innermost depths of one's heart
peace (of mind); tranquility; tranquillity; serenity
to give (esp. to someone of lower status); to bestow; to provide; to afford; to assign; to cause
to pierce; to penetrate; to sting (wound or sensitive area, etc.); to smart; to be infected (with vice); to be steeped (with prejudice)
very hard; with utmost effort; as hard as one can; (of a samurai) devoting oneself to (the defence of) one's territory
restless; fidgety; in a hurry
symbol used as a placeholder (either because a number of other words could be used in that position, or because of censorship); certain; unnamed; undisclosed
(something) has never occurred; to have never done (something); such a thing has not happened; never happens; there is never a time when
resistance; opposition; reluctance; repulsion; resistance; drag
to anyone; to everyone; by anyone; by everyone; in everyone; in anyone
whispering; murmuring; subdued
feigned; pretending (not to know)
disorder; chaos; confusion; mayhem
calling repeatedly (e.g. someone's name); pronouncing successively (usu. repeating a syllable with voicing, as in "tsuzuku")
(not) at all; (not) in the slightest; wholly; entirely; extremely; very
shaking; trembling; pitching; disturbance; unrest; agitation
palpitation (of the heart); pounding; throbbing; thumping