frustrated (over a failure, humiliation or injustice); annoyed; chagrined; (bitterly) disappointed; bitter; vexed
(not) anything; (nothing) at all; (not) any
consequence; outcome; result; blame
to wish (for); to pray (for); to hope (for); to pray silently; to recite (Buddha's name, sutras, etc.) in one's mind; to chant (a silent prayer)
training; practice; discipline; ascetic practices
to recall; to remember; to recollect
looking into distance; watchtower; distant view
to try; to attempt; to have a go (at something)
to get dark; to grow dark; to end (of a day, year, season, etc.); to come to an end; to be sunk in (e.g. despair); to be lost in (e.g. thought)
mud; slush; (wet) dirt; thief
just like; (virtually) no different from; (almost) the same as; as good as (e.g. dead, settled)
to wake up; to sober up; to come to one's senses; to become enlightened
Chris; Kris; Kriss; Kurisu
man; male; fellow; guy; male lover; boyfriend
indication; sign; hint; tone (of the market)
for the first time; only after ... is it ...; only when ... do you ...; first time; (one's) first
hmm; well ...; humph; roughly; harshly; violently
amateur; layman; respectable woman (i.e. not a prostitute, hostess, geisha); (arch.) unlicensed prostitute
young girl; lass; adolescent female
gadid (any fish of the family Gadidae, incl. cod, haddock, whiting and pollack); Pacific cod (Gadus macrocephalus)
to bolt down (food); to gulp down; to carry under the arm; to rake in; to rake towards one
to throw; to fling; to hurl; to neglect; to abandon; to leave alone
to take out; to get out; to put out; to reveal; to submit (e.g. thesis); to turn in; to publish
to throw one's chest out; to hold one's head high
I'm afraid to say; I'm sorry to say; unfortunately
to return (something); to restore; to turn over; to turn upside down; to pay back; to retaliate; to respond (with)
imagination; supposition; guess
secret art; the mysteries
to use up; to exhaust; to devote oneself (to); to do one's utmost (for); to do to exhaustion; to do completely
eternity; perpetuity; permanence; immortality
familiar (spirit or otherwise magical creature which aids a magician or sorcerer); familiar spirit
to chase; to run after; to follow (a set order, a trend, etc.); to drive out; to get rid of; to drive (e.g. a herd)
let me see; well; errr ...; uhh ...
from one's side; from the side (of something); from someone unconnected; from someone uninvolved
lifeboat; friend in need; helping hand; timely help
to become confused (disconcerted, disorganized, disorganised); to be flustered; to panic; to hurry; to rush; to hasten