anxiety; uneasiness; worry; apprehension; fear; insecurity
plans; arrangement; schedule; program; programme; expectation
to take someone (to some place); to take someone along; to lead someone away
study; library; den; home office; reading room
heavy (feeling, etc.); gloomy (weather, etc.); oppressive (atmosphere, etc.); stifling; strained
chattering (teeth); (frozen, worried) stiff; rigid (personality, thinking, etc.); inflexible; voracious (e.g. work, study); without slack or pause
old person; elderly person; trustee of the Japan Sumo Association; retired high-ranking wrestler who is licensed to coach and receives retirement pay; senior statesman (of the Tokugawa shogunate); important local official (under the Tokugawa Shogunate)
to put in order; to arrange; to get ready; to prepare; to work out (e.g. business deal); to arrange (e.g. marriage)
white hair; grey hair; gray hair
to be conspicuous; to stand out
to make good; to improve; to do often; to be kind to; to treat well
you; presence (of a god, nobleman, etc.)
to (call and) stop; to call (someone) to stop; to hail (e.g. a taxi)
finally; at last; barely; narrowly; gradually; little by little
guardian; protector; patron; parent
soliloquy; monologue; speaking to oneself
to stiffen; to become stiff
playing; play (margin between on and off, gap before pressing button or lever has an effect)
forcibly; against one's will
to squeeze out; to wring out
to seclude oneself; to shut oneself away
please (give me); please (do for me)
exactly; precisely; just; as if; as though; quite
courage; bravery; valour; valor; nerve; boldness
to muster (e.g. courage); to gather; to collect; to pluck up
to quarry; to cut (timber); to begin to talk; to break the ice; to start a fire (with flint, by rubbing sticks together, etc.); to select and extract (from a media file)
to receive; to get; to eat; to drink; to be crowned with; to wear (on one's head)
to enliven (e.g. a conversation); to animate; to engage in enthusiastically; to become successful and well known
bustling; busy; crowded; lively (party, voices, etc.); loud; noisy
dimly; faintly; absentmindedly; vacantly; idly; aimlessly
to feel anxious; to feel nervous; fluttering down; trickling down (e.g. tears); hanging untidily (of hair); straggling
to be silent; to say nothing
to turn round; to face about; to turn about
all you want; as much as one wants
to use (a thing, method, etc.); to make use of; to use (a person, animal, puppet, etc.); to employ; to use (time, money, etc.); to spend
painful; bitter; tough; difficult; cruel; harsh