to commit (e.g. crime); to perpetrate; to break (e.g. rule); to violate; to rape; to violate
perhaps; maybe; perchance; by some chance; by any chance
to shoot (at); to attack; to defeat; to destroy
why?; what for?; how?; by what means?
disgust; hate; repugnance; loathing
absurd; unreasonable; extreme; senseless; disorderly; chaotic
to throw down; to bring down; to kill; to defeat; to overthrow; to trip up
sentence-ending particle expressing doubt
to spit out; to eject; to dump
betrayer; traitor; turncoat; informer
to respond; to answer; to meet (e.g. demands, expectations); to affect; to take a toll; to strike home
memories; recollections; reminiscence
to pollute; to contaminate; to soil; to disgrace; to dishonour; to dishonor
to long for; to yearn after; to admire; to be attracted by
to betray; to turn traitor to; to double-cross
sharp pain; acute pain; intense pain
genuine article; real thing; real deal
sense of loss; feeling of loss
adds force or indicates command
to enter; to go into; to break into; to join; to enroll; to contain; to hold
silence (not speaking); muteness
after that; afterwards; thereafter
hard; solid; stiff; tight; strong; firm (not viscous or easily moved); safe
feelings; thoughts; meaning
to set foot into; to enter; to step inside; to cross the threshold
miserable; disconsolate; helpless; cheerless; downhearted; dreary
piercing (cold); biting (wind)
grief; sorrow; extreme sadness; heartbreak
to struggle in the water; to sink below the surface and become unable to breathe; to (nearly) drown; to indulge in; to lose one's head over something; to be addicted
ennui; languishing; feeling of exhaustion; lassitude; lethargy
every corner; every nook and cranny; all the ins and outs
to break; to snap; to be injured; to wear out; to be worn out; to break; to burst
to crumble down; to tumble down; to fall in
so; like this; in this way
to lose heart; to be discouraged; to be exhausted; to be tired out
miserable; wretched; unhappy; sad; pitiable
serious; earnest; honest; real; legit
cannot (do); it is impossible that...; it is (highly) unlikely that...
taking refuge; finding shelter; evacuation; escape; seeking safe haven