unable to do (as one wishes); able to do only with great effort; almost impossible to do; beyond one's control; not always turning out as one wishes; not going the way one wants it to
commencing with; including
head-on; to one's face; squarely; directly; flatly (e.g. refuse)
opportunity; chance; folding; fold; small food box (wooden or cardboard); folding in ... (two, three, etc.); counter for folded items
to be piled up; to lie on top of one another; to come one after another; to happen over and over; to overlap (each other); to occur at the same time
struggling; pawing (e.g. horses' hooves)
to carry on one's back; to be burdened with; to take responsibility for; to have (something) in the background; to be in front (of something); to be conceited
trouble; hardship; difficulty; anxiety; worry; concern
other people's affairs; somebody else's problem
to prepare oneself for the worst; to strengthen one's resolve; to accept one's fate; to prepare oneself
to hang oneself; to strangle oneself
putting one's life on the line; staking one's life (on); risking one's life; life and death situation
desktop; desk-top; tabletop; after-dinner speech
cool; chilly; feeling nice and cold
draft; draught; cold air entering through the crack of a door or window; cooling off of a relationship; draft of cold air between two persons
very bad condition; awful state; night-soil reservoir dug in a field; night-soil pot; earthenware vessel; earthen urn
to run around trying to escape; to run from place to place
delicious; tasty; sweet; attractive; appealing; convenient
easily; readily; with ease; without trouble
to have an uneasy conscience
everybody; every last one of them; all
long military service; having experienced many battles
in the company of; accompanied by ...; as a group comprising ...; likes of ...
to be affected; to put on airs; to pose
praiseworthy; commendable; laudable; strange (person); weird; odd
to long for; to yearn after; to admire; to be attracted by
to scorn; to despise; to hold in contempt; to look down on; to disdain
and yet; despite this; but even so; but even then; however; nevertheless
(not) anything; (nothing) at all; (not) any
in that way; like that; that way
sobbing; weeping; fit of crying
to look upwards; to look up
mere consolation; temporary peace of mind
premature death; untimely death; dying young
root; source; origin; foundation; basis; essence
for oneself; for one's own sake; on one's own account
shameful; disgraceful; indecent; unseemly; unbecoming; improper
no matter how much time passes
to affect a stylish air; to try to look good; to show off
to feel refreshed; to feel more cheerful; to feel better
to talk to oneself; to mutter