contrary to expectations; or so we thought, but ...
to blush; to go red in the face; to change color; to change colour
to become confused (disconcerted, disorganized, disorganised); to be flustered; to panic; to hurry; to rush; to hasten
really; very; extremely; (not) anything; (not) at all; (not) a bit
to crush to death; to stifle to death; to squeeze to death; to stifle (a laugh, etc.); to muffle (one's breathing); to subdue (one's voice)
boy; son; baby boy; young man
H; h; indecent; lewd; (having) sex; nth year in the Heisei era (1989.1.8-2019.4.30)
coolness; calmness; composure; all right; fine; OK
to keep up (appearances); to smooth over (an error, etc.); to gloss over; to mend; to repair
to pretend to be tough; to put on a brave front; to whistle in the dark; to bluff
apparent; obvious; very clear
opposite; reverse; contrary
innocent; naive; unsophisticated; birth-
to be separated; to be apart; to leave; to go away; to leave (a job, etc.); to quit
dirty; filthy; disordered; messy; indecent (language, etc.); dirty
to drive away; to clear; to scatter; to disperse
to push; to press; to apply pressure from above; to press down; to stamp (i.e. a passport); to apply a seal; to affix (e.g. gold leaf)
to be wounded; to get injured; to get hurt feelings; to get damaged; to get chipped
pregnancy; conception; gestation
I wonder; should I?; is it?; I wish that; I hope that
to freeze; to be frozen over; to congeal
to get carried away; to get overly elated; to become over-excited; to get up to speed; to move into gear
such ... as; or some such
obedient; meek; docile; honest; frank; upfront (about one's feelings)
originally; by nature; from the start
that; the matter in question
intention; plan; belief; assumption; estimate; estimation
diligently; seriously; perfectly; properly; sufficiently; satisfactorily
to follow another's example
(mental) attitude; way of thinking; attention; care; prudence; intention
perhaps; probably; generous; many; much
to be imaginable; to be conceivable
matter; affair; counter for (received) emails, text messages, voicemail messages, etc.; counter for accounts (on a website, email service, etc.)
bulletin board; display board; notice board; electronic bulletin board; BBS
that is so; that is right; it looks to me; people say that; it is said that; I hear that
clique; group; (political) faction; wing; school; sect