beginning; start; outset; at first; at the beginning; initially
relief; reassurance; recognition of right to land ownership (by the shogunate, a feudal lord, etc.); (arch.) living safely surrounded by walls
suicide bombing (e.g. crashing one's plane into a target); self-destruction; blowing oneself up
loyal retainer; loyal subject
to prowl after; to keep watch on
to be put in order; to be put to rights; to be disposed of; to be solved; to be finished; to be married (off)
work; labor; labour; toil
to obey; to submit to; to serve (in the army, a prison sentence, etc.); to go into (mourning); to observe; to take (medicine, poison, etc.)
futon; Japanese bedding consisting of a mattress and a duvet; round cushion used for Zen meditation (traditionally made of woven bulrush leaves)
document; official papers
quickly (esp. actions); suddenly (esp. wind, rain, etc.)
impressions; thoughts; feelings; opinions
to bear up in tragedy; to stand pain well; to hold one's temper; to clench one's teeth; to grit one's teeth
yearned for; longed for; missed
to tighten; to press hard
to pull apart; to separate; to have a lead over; to pull ahead of; to outdistance
to chew thoroughly; to bite (e.g. one's lip); to reflect upon; to digest
one place; (all in) the same place; one spot; one location; one part; one passage
to be added to; to be appended; to join in (e.g. a group of friends); to participate; to increase (e.g. heat); to gain in (e.g. influence)
small number; few; minority
foster mother; adoptive mother
sometimes; at intervals; occasionally; on occasion; from time to time
to do for (the sake of someone else)
helpless; forlorn; hopeless; unpromising; lonely; discouraging
to be reminded of; to call to mind
to peek (through a keyhole, gap, etc.); to look down into (a ravine, etc.); to peek into (a shop, bookstore, etc.); to sneak a look at; to take a quick look at; to peep (through a telescope, microscope, etc.); to stick out (a scarf from a collar, etc.)
the minute (that) ...; no sooner than ...; as soon as; whether or not
capturing alive (an animal or person); something captured alive
resistance; opposition; reluctance; repulsion; resistance; drag
slim; slender; lithe; smoothly; without resistance; without trouble