in conflict; incompatible; out of harmony; running counter; mutually exclusive; clashing with
to throw violently against; to slam against; to strike; to thrust at someone (e.g. a letter)
thorough; exhaustive; complete
ignominious defeat; crushing failure; utterly beaten; overwhelming defeat
I feel that ...; I feel as though ...; I have a feeling that ...; I have the impression that ...; I think that ...
to go mad; to go crazy; to go insane
at any cost; at any price; at any expense
special someone; special person; precious one; significant other
to enlist as a supporter; to win over to one's side; to gain as one's ally
Lord; Sir; state minister (under the ritsuryō system or Meiji Grand Council system)
special; particular; peculiar; unique
mastery; skillfulness; dexterity; master hand; expert
opposition; rivalry; competition; antagonism
malicious; vicious; malignant; shoddy; inferior; poor-quality
parallel lines; remaining far apart (e.g. in discussions); not reaching an agreement; views that never cross
to be scorched into; to be seared into; to make a strong impression; to be etched in (one's memory)
to trample underfoot; to tread on; to crush with a foot
to be certain of; to have faith in; to believe completely; to trust (someone completely)
morning glow; sunrise colors; sunrise colours
so much (something) as to (e.g. so moved as to cry); overwhelmed; carried away; because of too much
self-awareness; awareness (of one's position, abilities, duty, etc.); perceiving (something); taking in (a sensation); self-consciousness
whole face; all over one's face
hole; opening; pit; hollow; burrow; den; deficit
without looking aside; looking neither right nor left; wholeheartedly; single-mindedly
one mind; wholeheartedness; one's whole heart
to rise; to get up; to stand up; to sit up
to feel giddy; to totter; to be unfixed (emotions, beliefs, etc.); to waver; to wander aimlessly; to loiter
to wipe; to mop up; to get rid of (an impression, feeling, blemish, etc.); to dispel (e.g. shame); to erase
unexpected; unforeseen; strange
with a snap; with a bang; with a plonk; suddenly; all of a sudden
speaking inarticulately (slurring, lisping, etc.)
to kick; to refuse; to reject; to stamp (on the ground); to firmly press one's feet (against something)
to all come in (e.g. teeth); to all come out (e.g. seedlings, flowers)
to be dying; to be about to die; to be close to death
sweetly (smiling); broadly (grinning)
departed spirit; soul of the dead; ghost; apparition
to detain; to check; to restrain; to stop
destination (one is heading towards); goal
to be involved (in); to get involved (in); to relate to (a matter); to pertain to; to (seriously) affect; to concern
inconsequential; indifferent; not worth worrying about; whatever; whichever; I don't care
plan; scheme; (payment) plan; package; deal
jumping the gun; premature action; omen; portent; first produce of the season (vegetables, fish, etc.); herald; runner sent ahead to announce one's lord's arrival (Muromachi and Edo periods)
reality; actuality; actual conditions; ultimate reality; absolute truth
deep pool; deep water; abyss; depths (e.g. of despair); grip (e.g. of death)