to have the privilege of doing
somehow; for some reason (or other); without knowing why
ticklish; embarrassed; awkward; ill at ease (esp. when receiving public praise)
overly familiar; overfamiliar; too friendly; too free; cheeky
20 years old; (arch.) twenty
one-year-old; one year old
staringly; fixedly; unblinkingly
junior high school; middle school; lower secondary school
third-year student; third-year pupil
honour; honor; glory; privilege
to make a pass at; to hit on; to call out to (in an attempt to seduce)
to wedge one's way in; to push in (between); to step in (between); to interrupt (a conversation, quarrel, etc.); to intervene
ghastliness; dreadfulness; grimness; intimidation; menace; threat
anyway; by the way; incidentally; well; to change the subject
outward appearance; ostensible; public; official
to catch sight of; to see; to suppose; to assume from appearances
I'd be lying if I said ...
to be anxious (about); to be concerned (about); to think out (e.g. a plan); to work out; to investigate
sorrow; grief; anguish; anxiety; worry; trouble
to worry; to fret; to get anxious
certainly; without fail; right and wrong; pros and cons
private talk; confidential talk; secret talk
day; days; sun; sunshine; (the) day; daytime; date
going to bed; retiring (for the night)
each (person); everyone; individual; respective
with a thump; (hanging) straight down
to live; to make a living; to get on with
first move (in shogi, go, etc.); beginning; start
to throw at; to turn; to raise
to collude (with); to conspire (with); to make friends with; to get along well with; to become intimate (with opposite sex); to establish a secret liaison (with)
unexpectedly; unusually; considering all that
good(-tasting); nice; delicious; attractive (offer, opportunity, etc.); appealing; convenient
absorbed in; immersed in; forgetting oneself; daze; within a dream; while dreaming
(not) at all; (not) in the slightest; wholly; entirely; extremely; very
they; those guys; those fellows
to feign ignorance; to pretend to be ignorant of; to play innocent; to brazen it out
obstacle; hindrance; impediment; nuisance; bore; burden
to be unable to; to find difficult (unpleasant, awkward, painful) to do; to serve two or more functions or roles simultaneously; to contain (or combine) two or more features; to work in two or more jobs simultaneously (positions, etc.); to do alongside
to come to know; to perceive; to realize; to realise; to become aware (of)
feeling of alienation; sense of being excluded; feeling of estrangement
solitude; loneliness; isolation