in truth; in actuality; at heart; the truth; the real story
to need; to call for; to require
determination; resolution
decider; person who decides; deciding factor; clincher; trump card
drizzling (rain); blearily; weakly (blinking); dejectedly; gloomily
reason for living; something one lives for; purpose in life; raison d'être
tearing; ripping; crunching; munching; stiff; starchy; (working) hard
indifferent; half-hearted; dispirited; listless
story; tale; narrative; account; fable; legend
whole life; a lifetime; all through life; (the only, the greatest, etc.) of one's life
to differentiate; to segregate
the two views (of an object) referring to the same thing; being inseparable like the two sides of an object; two sides of the same coin
itself; one's own body; oneself; originally; naturally
to throw away; to cast away; to abandon; to desert; to give up; to resign
inconsequential; indifferent; not worth worrying about; whatever; whichever; I don't care
to throw; to hurl; to give up; to abandon; to cast (a glance, shadow, doubt, etc.)
to perceive; to sense; to understand; to comprehend; to attain enlightenment
crackling; cracking; clapping; incessantly (blinking)
in; at; on; as for; regarding; with regards to
unfortunately; sorry, but ...
to count on one's fingers
disk; disc; tray; shallow bowl; grid; board (e.g. in shogi)
piece (in shogi, chess, etc.); (arch.) horse; (arch.) foal; bridge (of a violin, etc.)
deposit and withdraw; taking in and out
to close (of flowers); to shut; to get narrower
maximum; max; mux (multiplexor)
to that extent; accordingly; that being the case; that state; that condition
somehow; somewhat; seemingly
to have a certain mood or feeling; to have a hunch
preventing (someone) from leaving; confinement; keeping indoors; being stranded; grounding
to eat; to drink; to receive (e.g. a blow); to be on the receiving end (of something undesirable); to undergo (trouble)
originally; by nature; from the start
(a) little; (a) few; slight; only; just; merely
trip; excursion; (drug) trip; tripcode
to hold out (e.g. against an attack); to hang on; to withstand; to endure; to last
to make a sound; to give off a sound; to hear a sound
to trample down; to tread on; to ignore; to spurn
rapping sound (and other sounds when associated with poltergeists)
to jar; to creak; to grate