to experience chest pain; to have a pain in one's chest; to feel sick at heart; to have one's heart ache; to be anguished
secret intention; ulterior motive; kanji "heart" radical at bottom
suicide bombing (e.g. crashing one's plane into a target); self-destruction; blowing oneself up
great fool; utter fool; complete idiot; absolute moron
to raise (to maturity); to bring up; to rear; to train; to educate
to destroy; to crush; to break by striking; to spoil; to ruin
to subsist; to keep on living
to read the situation; to sense the mood
troublesome; bothersome; tiresome; annoying
irresponsible; perfunctory; lukewarm; half-baked; reasonable; moderate
to jump down; to jump off; to jump from; to jump out of
and yet; despite (all) that
sentimental; emotional; maudlin; mawkish
stone; jewel; precious stone; flint (in a lighter); stone (in go); stone (in the bladder, kidney etc.); calculus
handrail; railing; banister
pity; sympathy; compassion; affection; love
optical illusion; hallucination; misapprehension; delusion
right beside; close to; nearby
to bring back; to restore
heartbreak; grief; sorrow
substitute national holiday; day off in lieu of a national holiday that falls on a Sunday; compensatory holiday
alternately; by turns; one after the other
to see; to look; to examine; to look over; to look after; to attend to; to experience
trembling; getting nervous; excited; thrilled
mental illness; emotional disorder
nutjob; mental job; lunatic; mentally troubled person
inconspicuous; unobtrusive; low-profile
you bastard!; you son of a bitch!
dark-natured; gloomy; dour; moody; insular; glum
dark (skin, complexion, etc.); swarthy; tanned
passing (a test, examination, etc.); pass (for admission, transport, etc.); ticket; pass (of a ball); (giving something a) pass; skipping (one's turn)
to have one's enthusiasm dampened; to become subdued
to consider others' feelings; to sympathize with somebody's feelings
attendance; presence; appearance
to gouge; to hollow out; to greatly perturb; to cause emotional pain; to get to the bottom of things; to relentlessly bring the truth to light
other intention; hidden purpose; ulterior motive; ill will; malice
honourable defeat; honorable defeat; honourable death; trying but being utterly beaten; being completely rejected when professing one's love
not all bad; not as dissatisfied (or annoyed) as one would have others believe
emotional strength; force of will
tough; strong; stiff; tenacious