unbearable to look at; too miserable (or awful) to watch; cannot bear to see
base; mean; vulgar; despicable; low
to be based on; to take into account; to build upon; to have one's feet firmly planted on; to plant oneself on
which way; which direction; which one (esp. of two alternatives); who
to stretch (unbend) oneself
heartrending; desperate; hopeless; full of grief
transparent; plain (glass or glasses)
massacre; annihilation; wholesale slaughter
there's no (other) way; cannot be helped; unavoidable; it's no use (doing); pointless; hopeless (person)
to give up on; to turn one's back on; to abandon; to forsake; to desert; to leave
laughing at an inappropriate time; not being able to hold back one's laughter; scornful laughter; snicker; snigger
well-bred; of good upbringing
hateful; detestable; abominable; amazing; fantastic; admirable
bottom of one's heart; depths of one's mind; innermost thoughts; from the bottom of one's heart; wholeheartedly; truly
to grovel; to go down on one's hands and knees
to wail; to bawl; to cry loudly; to shout (while crying)
to kill; to beat to death
if (it) doesn't exist; if there is no ...; if not ...; unless ...; have to ...; must ...
shameless; shameless person
reflection; reconsideration; introspection; regret; repentance; remorse
incompetence; inefficiency; inability; incompetent person
to shut one's eyes to (one's own faults, etc.); to pretend not to see; to pay no attention to; to forget; to fail to notice; (lit.) to put on a shelf
to abuse (verbally); to curse at; to shout abuse at; to speak ill of
tragedy; tragic drama; tragic play; tragedy; calamity; disaster
to be affected; to put on airs; to act like (something one isn't); to pretend to be
playing the victim; playing the victim card
to kick the bucket; to drop dead; to die; to be pooped; to be exhausted; to be knackered
narcissism; self-absorption; self-intoxication
in accordance with; according to
to go against; to fight against; to oppose; to resist; to deny
brittle; fragile; weak; tender-hearted; sentimental; easily moved
I; me; oneself; (arch.) you; (arch.) prefix indicating familiarity or contempt
divergence; alienation; deviation; estrangement; separation; detachment
to miss one's footing; to be off the right track; to be on the wrong path
infuriating; extremely irritating; galling; vexing
to throw away; to cast away; to abandon; to desert; to give up; to resign
(one's efforts) not being enough; not succeeding (despite one's best efforts); not being up to the task; being beyond one's ability
my; one's own; I ...; one ...
one's body alone; having nothing except one's body; just oneself (with no belongings)
stinking; smelly; suspicious; fishy; hammy (acting); over-the-top; clumsy
whatever happens; no matter what; under any circumstances; in any case; at all costs; at any price
wanting (to have); desiring; wishing for; I want (you, them, etc.) to (do)
as if ...; as if to say ...; as though ...
to tie up; to tie together; to hang (oneself); to summarize; to put (it all) together; to estimate; to expect
to ascend; to go up; to climb