dose; installment; instalment
for oneself; for one's own sake; on one's own account
smirkingly; broadly (grinning)
to desire; to wish; to beg; to request; to have something done for oneself
to set aside; to keep in reserve; to hold on to
counter for occurrences; a time; an instance; inning (baseball); round; episode; chapter
to have an uneasy conscience
murder; killing; murderer
to say enough (as much as required); to say plenty; to say well; to say cleverly; to say often; to say frequently
depressed in spirits; dispirited; disheartened; rejection
to fall into (e.g. a hole); to fall into (chaos, depression, dilemma, illness, etc.); to fall into (a trap, etc.); to fall; to surrender
soliloquy; monologue; speaking to oneself
daytime; during the day; time from sunrise until sunset; diurnal period
currently nowhere to be seen; unknown where it went; disappeared into thin air
start; commencement; beginning; initiation
first day (e.g. at work, school); day one
approximately; about; only; nothing but; just (finished, etc.)
if (it) doesn't exist; if there is no ...; if not ...; unless ...; have to ...; must ...
(not) anything; (nothing) at all; (not) any
not a chance; not likely; oh no; yuck; fault; defect
to knead; to thicken into a paste (stirring over a flame); to polish (a plan, etc.); to refine; to train; to drill; to gloss (silk)
to bury (e.g. in the ground); to fill up (e.g. audience fills a hall); to cause to be packed; to plug (a gap); to stop (a gap); to make up for (a loss, shortage, etc.); to make amends
at last; finally; barely; narrowly; just
to be amazed; to be shocked; to be astonished; to be astounded; to be disgusted; to be exasperated
attack; assault; raid; criticism; censure; denunciation
to quieten down; to fall silent; to cease activities; to become inactive; to lie low
I fear that it's likely that; with all due respect
self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
torrent; rapid stream; violently rushing stream
to close one's eyes; to lower one's eyelids; to shut one's eyes; to die; to breathe one's last
to re-think; to think back upon; to change one's mind
happiness; blessedness; luck; luckily; fortunately
to take out; to produce; to pick out; to fetch; to retrieve
to raid; to launch an attack; to invade
to become less crowded; to thin out; to get empty; to be hungry
to fall down; to fall over; to turn out; to play out; to abandon Christianity (and convert to Buddhism); to apostatize