confusion; mixing; merger
one-by-one; separately; in detail
unwillingly; reluctantly; grudgingly; shaking one's head in refusal (like a child)
obstinate; stubborn; headstrong
to give up on; to turn one's back on; to abandon; to forsake; to desert; to leave
in some way; somehow or other; somewhere or other
one person; being alone; being by oneself; being single; being unmarried; by oneself
at this stage; at this point; (only) now
to look around; to look towards (us)
at one's feet; underfoot; gait; pace; most recent; current
fort; fortress; stronghold; fortification
disgust; hate; repugnance; loathing
to commit suicide; to end one's life; (lit.) to choose death
certainly; surely; undoubtedly; just; precisely; exactly
Mr; master; Ms; miss; (arch.) sir; (arch.) madam
human emotions (joy, anger, grief and pleasure); feelings
to one's heart's content or satisfaction
painful; heartrending; trying; oppressive; suffocating; miserable
to fascinate; to enchant; to possess; to bewitch; to enthrall
to read and understand; to take in; to sense from external cues; to read (someone's) mind; to read (calibration, tape, etc.); to scan (bar code)
to hesitate to say; to hem and haw; to falter in one's speech; to be stuck for a word; to mumble
to count on one's fingers
outrageous; wild (ambition, idea, etc.); crazy; inordinate; extravagant (e.g. claims); audacious
ability to get things done
back and front; inside and outside; inside out (e.g. clothing); double-dealing; two faces (cf. two-faced); outward appearance and actual condition
pitiful; pathetic; painful (to look at)
body; torso; trunk; build; physique; health
at any cost; at any price; at any expense
to drive to death (e.g. by suicide); to cause to die
to bring someone happiness; to make someone happy
to see; to look; to watch
spring (device); spring (in one's legs); bounce; springboard; impetus
to feel uplifted; to be cheered up; to hearten; to be inspired; to be energized
unskilled; clumsy; lousy; poor; awkward; shitty
laughing while crying; smiling through one's tears; (alternately) laughing and crying; tears and laughter; joy and sorrow
dropping (of tears, dew, etc.); falling off; dropping off; inadvertently (coming to the surface); letting out (e.g. a secret)
9th day of the month; nine days
taking over (another's debt, work); shouldering someone else's burden; subrogation
is it?; isn't it?; be; is
... is the reason; ... is my excuse
it is I who should say so